#like ive seen some nasty cc breakups where theres obviously hurt feelings and bad blood and thats why two creators dont interact anymore

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this comment has me tearing up like i literally cant imagine going through that i would've gone postal

#if i had watched all of mindcrack in real time and then had to sit through two years of nothing i would have lost it #etho would make an offhand comment about bdubs in his singleplayer world and i'd start crying #like ive seen some nasty cc breakups where theres obviously hurt feelings and bad blood and thats why two creators dont interact anymore #but that shits got nothing on watching two people who very obviously care about each other and enjoy making content together just. stop. #because it doesn't work anymore. man. #nothing in this world more heartbreaking than two ppl who love each other realizing they just don't fit into each others lives #bro if i was watching that shit in 2015 or w/e i would feel So Hopeless #like if these two can do everything right by and for each other and still just drift apart then #how can anyone have hope for meaningful relationships ykwim #but!! seeing it in retrospect is so. idk like it's such a good lesson in patience. #wait this is already getting so rambly but whats the fucking. whats the wilfred owen quote. #'you have fixed my life -- however short. you did not light me: i was always a mad comet; #but you have fixed me. i spun round you a satellite for a month #but i shall swing out soon #a dark star in the orbit where you will blaze.' #thats. thats the ethubs break to me. #ethubs is stored in the gay love letter wilfred owen sent to siegfried sassoon in 1917 #where the fuck was i going with this