#like the thought of my hometown makes my heart acheeeee but the thought of actually going back makes me ill

[fyorina]

man is it possible to have a toxic relationship with a location? HAHAH 😔 i miss my hometown so much sometimes but the thought of going back literally makes my skin crawl.

#i feel like it’s the one place i’ve ever truly been able to fully be me #and i miss my friends that still live there and i have so much nostalgia for high school #like the thought of my hometown makes my heart acheeeee but the thought of actually going back makes me ill #it’s just a place where i know ill never be able to reach my full potential or achieve my goals but sometimes i wish more than anything #that it was