#likely doesnt have that much time left. and uet even knowing that he'll push and fray even more st the edges for the sake of helping her

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nearly two am and I'm thinking bout lina & epsilon again and feeling so profoundly sad lmfao

#like???? . #and i mean part of it is because theyre So Weird with eachother #how theyre nearly every single possible thing to one another and yet none of those and something larger and deeper and messier #and more profound and painful than anything else has ever been ;__; #the whole. she has just about no one. lina and all of her dead friends (save wash) and her dead parents and what even is her life supposed #to Be anymore. the tragic grief and dread that comes from him having to straight out tell her that he's old (comparatively) and tired and #likely doesnt have that much time left. and uet even knowing that he'll push and fray even more st the edges for the sake of helping her #is it awful or merciful or maybe a bit of both that he didnt just wink out of existence between one moment and the next when #he was With Her lmao. yeah sure she sends him off with tucker and the besties but there was obviously the expectation he'd come back #of course he would. in one way or another he always comes back except that he didnt and she didnt even get to Say Anything #and yeah ill fuss about washilon till im blue in the face but #like. they make me So Sad asdfghjkl #anyways #rvb nonsense