#lost that closest friendship goteen back into old interests. and here i still am. stil lnot fucking over the red roses

[caruliaa]

can tsonts come out again sorry but that was like. my nov 5th execpt fully positive insane emotions of it i was on insane cloud nine i was experiencing insane levels of joy the fandom exploded carulia practically went canon everyone was saying think about the implications of carmen imagining julia watching her dance or knowing where her apartment is or julia saying i do hope these articfacts mysteriously appear at my doorstep ;) and the implications where gay and glorious and also kept thinking abt tgwdlm promise me youll think about the implications but more importnatly CARMEN GAVE JULIA RED ROSES AND SHE BLUSHED IM STILL NOT OVER THAT AND I NEVER WILL BE !!

#AGHH since then iv lived thru a lockdown drifted apart from most of my friends i had then made new friends including the #closeset friend iv ever had graduated sixth form gained new interests lost ones inclduing those same new interests #lost that closest friendship goteen back into old interests. and here i still am. stil lnot fucking over the red roses #flappy rambles #cs #carulia