#love her to death but she finds routine disruptions really annoying and is kinda judgmental about sleep issues without meaning to be;

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In another life itd be cool if i had a night time only roommate who like came out of a wall and was a human version of an owl (not vibes but horrible lab accident) and we chatted and socialized when i have insomnia and cant sleep so its like. A positive opportunity instead of a failure that will be pointed out 150 times tomorrow

#😵‍💫im anxiouser now #owlman would translate owl books for me #i cant grasp the cultural nuance but some of their jokes translate funny #he still has a beak but it might be made of cartilage #idk what he does that keeps him moonlighting. early evening work but then hes up all night and sleeps from like 6-2pm #who motorcycles around at 5 am i guess anyoen could but #apartment living means hes so loud right outside rn #once a prof told me (creative writing #) #that if i was feeling motivated i should chase that even through the night make sure you write and give yourself space to follow the impulse #i still use to justification internally if i ever need to if i ever feel like staying up #but i just cant figure out how to make it work with my gf living with me #love her to death but she finds routine disruptions really annoying and is kinda judgmental about sleep issues without meaning to be; #i guess depressions making me act in strange ways and its scaring me so im. ruminating a lot