#love is judging myself and questioning my excistence when you tell me One thing but being my happiest self whan you say Another thing

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#EXCYSE ME #IMSK NORMAL ABOUT THUS #IF THIS AINT REAL LOVE I DONT KNOW #I WOULD DO THAY #I WANT TO SACRIFICE MYSELF FOR YOU AND THIS IS A SMALL THING TO SHOW IT #if i dont destroy myself for love im not actually in love #love is when looking at urself alone becomes painful bc youre not beside me #love is getting flashbacks of your hand in mine so vivid and painful #love is hating myself for being a human bc humans arent perfect and i wish i was perfect for u #love is loving myself every next day because you said you said you loved the soup i made you #love is judging myself and questioning my excistence when you tell me One thing but being my happiest self whan you say Another thing #my love is messy and strong large and hard but its real and its here even if yoh dont feel her presence #i hope u feel her presence when i look into your eyes and see everything when in some people i see nothinf #you make me feel everything i could ever feel and this makes it a rollercoaster #i hope u love a mess bc its sure i am one #poetry