#love my dysfunctial little family

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lads help i'm in the shadowcursed lands yet again

#forged cool armor and got a neat achivement for killing the golem guardian at the adamantine forge without using the hammer #believe me i tried my best but he was just never at the right spot lmao #also a little trick i found useful is to conjure a mage hand(s) to use the levers so you don't need to do it yourself #which takes a whole turn #met elminster and every companion said that mystra should fuck herself and she's not a god worth worshipping for making gale do that <3 #love my dysfunctial little family #anyway let's hope i will get to act 3 this time #last time i was so underleveled and geared that i was dead in two seconds in act 3 so i just didn't play that save anymore LMAO #now im already level 7 so that's a good start i feel like #💬 #bg3 ramblings

[vicsep7250]

Favorite thing to do

Ya mean besides wallow in my self-hatred and self-loathing, laying down in my bed or on the floor of my home for hours on end feeling like garbage, contemplating my place in the world as I ponder over how I have failed in so many ways, wondering how I have managed tk keep my family unaware of the inner turmoil of depression, wrath, sloth, envy, and self-deprication, slowly losing more and more of my sanity and sense of identity having no accomploshments worth noting besides having little to no actual bonds or connections to my flesh and blood family, seeking solidarity and companionship in complete strangers and any sort of platonic or familial love due to how Ive kept pushing others away in fear of lose and betrayal thanks to misplaced trust and paranoia, all while keeping this all locked and hidden away from society so I fit the social norms of or dysfunctial world?Fics are nice to read. Video games are cool too.