#love to be a bit of a hooligan .. my friend gave me funny pages 4 the night n the only cosmic realization i had is im kinda dope actually

[loverboybitch]

warming back up to the idea that maybe im slightly pretty or at least could be.//.

#uploads #imjustsittinghere #went to the gecs show for my friends birthday on saturday and truly had such a good time #love to be a bit of a hooligan .. my friend gave me funny pages 4 the night n the only cosmic realization i had is im kinda dope actually #been feeling so weird about my face especially in pictures lately but i got home at like 4am stupid high #listened to the dumbest girl alive snippet i recorded like 400 times while my ears rang with tinitus so hard and stared at myself for a bit #n its like hm maybe thats dumb im kinda cute with it #anyway ive been in bed for like two days now just having weird dreams back to back to back #will return from my crysalis tomorrow i think .. mybe go see cherry blossoms cause theyre all in theyre big bloom right now... <3 #(aside: its literally jus i love how i look in the mirror to me but somehow every picture of me i hate even tho it used to not be that way) #also remembering how i dropped my phone in the gecs pit with no case and somehow got it back 0 scratches... #then on the way home we were skipping on the sidewalk and my phone flew out of my pocket and slid like 10 feet across sidewalk #no cracks.....insane jus remembered #good phone karma