#luffy has found something he wants and is doggedly determined to get it

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gotta stop waking up at 2am brain firing on all pistons immediately ping ponging back and forth between two radically different ship content ideas

#listen i watched film red and immediately relapsed into one piece only hyperfixation mode #my brain is a bag of wiggily worms tho #hi dont read these but if type them out ill stop thinking abt them for a bit lol #comic ideas abt uta bonding with shanks disgruntled ex-bf buggy #who is of course at first incredulous that shanks had adopted another child without telling him #and uta is like >:/// at first but wants to have a bit more teenage rebellion and follows buggy around #eventually they bond over their shared love of the stage and the exhilaration of applause #and they tease/pester shanks constantly #(he acts annoyed but bc he loves his daughter [[and still loves his ex?????]] he actually finds #it super endearing ahshhs) also why not throw cross guild polycule in there and we can have a little migawk/shanks as a treat #THEN comic idea i actually started (probably wont finish even tho im at line art stage already) UGGGHHHHHHH #modern au domestic ot4 hdjjdks luzosanlaw ofc ofc #zo san and lu met in hs and zosan eventually got married (to every1 surprise) but lu got jealous and wiggled his way into his relationship #theyve been living together for awhile but some au vers of marineford happens and lu has to get surgery #wakes up mid operation to tell his surgeon hes hot af and they should make out #law ignores him but then luffy is everywheree he cant escape #gifted child chopper interning at the hospital eventually formally introduces the them #luffy has found something he wants and is doggedly determined to get it #starts bringing law over and san is down for it immediately (zoro needs a little bit more time to warm up to the idea #(he too protective) but law is hot and hes around enough they start to bond #everything is going so good lawlu officially start dating (&by extension law is dating the other two. sometimes they go on solo dates) #(hhh like lawsan fancy dinner date bc the other two eat like pigs lmaoo and zolaw sword convention idk something 'cool' yk yk) #anyway all is well but law is spending the night more and more and one night #hes kinda struck by how well the other three mesh together #and starts feeling intimidated by their shared history and insecure abt how he fits in with them :(( #he runs away in a manic depression spiral (using a lot of his accrued vacation time lol) ghosting his bfs and also his best friends #is cora alive??? tbd but law is either at his house or his grave and bepo knows thats where he like to go when hes anxious so he tells luff #hmm and then resolution happens ig havent gotten that far yet #would looove to write that fic tbh maybe throw in some doflamingo related drama. maybe some germa stuff even for some extra hurt comfort #grabbing myself by the shoulders go back to sleep stop thinking abt shippy drama abt goofy pirate anime boys arghhhhhhh