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#made it four days without crying and falling into the pits of despair besties
whimsyprinx
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it’s actually funny how I can never actually be happy because all the things that make people happy put me on edge, including being happy
#whimsy whispers
#I want to be loved but I’ll never believe people love me and panic when people do love me
#niceness and kindness freaks me out because it doesn’t feel genuine or it feels like it’s because there’s a condition or something to be
#owed in exchange
#happiness itself scares me because I’m so used to any happiness I feel being short lived and almost immediately ruined
#I can’t even be hopeful anymore because being hopeful only leads to your hopes being crushed
#and there’s only so much of that you can deal with before you give up
#I’m so a stupid broken person and I don’t know how to fix myself idk how to like function or live
#life doesn’t feel worth living when you’ll never truly be happy
#and the way everything is I don’t think I’ll ever be happy
#outside of my own problems the world is so scary and like bad and doesn’t welcome happiness
#made it four days without crying and falling into the pits of despair besties
#it’s fine I’m in the room alone so I can cry as much as I want without being a bother to anyone
#besties idk what even made me sad today
#i think it is just that i ran out of stuff to do and the thoughts caught me off guard
#cause I slept then I was too sick to like have thoughts then I made an iced coffee to replace human emotions and meals and started drawing
#then I watched a kid for an hour or so then drew some more and then finished drawing and then there wasn’t anything else to do and I DIED
#aka
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