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ferdiedetta · 1 year
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very self-indulgent headcanon icons for @fe-aspec-week’s free day! 
also, if you’re still here, why not check out my bernadetta focused fanfic which centers on said headcanon? it’s a sweet story of Bernadetta navigating married life with Ferdinand while being ace 🖤 🤍 💜
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niall-is-my-dream · 5 years
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I'll Wait For You
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At the request of @awomanindeniall I have written a blurb detailing exactly what happened when Alex and Harry saw each other in Australia six months before We Know Where We Belong happened.
Hope you like it.
Catch up below and as always let me know what you think.
Em xx
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Your fingers hovered over your phone, typing out a message and then deleting it. No, calling would be better.
What time is it there? Would she be awake? Maybe she would be on a date or something? You hadn't spoken to her in a few weeks and that was only via text, she could have a boyfriend with her right now.
The thought made bile rise up, threatening to spill.
You're her Harry, a boy she's been best friends with forever even if she had a boyfriend over she would still make time to talk to you.
You hit the call button before you had a chance to change your mind.
 "Hello You." She said as she answered the phone.
 "Hi love, not interrupting anything am I? Have you got time to speak?"
 "No, not at all Harry. I know it's a Saturday night but I'm curled up on the sofa with a glass of wine and a book." She replied laughing. "Pretty lame I know. I bet your Saturday nights are better than this."
"Well, I'm in the middle of tour, so some of them are!" You laughed back. "You always did like chilling out and reading at any available opportunity."
 "How's the tour going?" She asked.
 "Really well, I'm coming to Australia next week." You replied, desperate to hear how she would react. 
It had been about four months since you'd seen her, at a Christmas party at her parents house, when she had flown over to spend the holiday season with them. It had been full of neighbours, friends and family so you hadn't had much time alone to speak.
 "I know you are!" She said sounding really excited.
 Your heart began beating faster as the question sat on your lips.
 "I am, I was um wondering......um."
 "Spit it out Harold." She joked.
 "Are you free for dinner maybe? I know it's short notice, you're probably busy or something with a boyfriend or something or maybe......um."
Shit you sounded like a twat.
 "No boyfriend and I always have time for you H. Dinner sounds good, what day were you thinking next week?"
 "Well my show is Wednesday, so I can get you a VIP ticket for that and maybe dinner on the Thursday? I have to fly to the next venue Friday morning."
 "Sounds good to me." She replied. "I've been meaning to text you and blag a free ticket for your show. Got to abuse the best friends privileges sometimes!"
"I know I should've called sooner." You said quickly hoping that she thought maybe it had slipped your mind rather than that you'd been nervous about inviting her for weeks. 
You'd met some incredibly famous and beautiful people, but Alexandra Connelly always had the ability to make you stumble over your words.
When you'd seen each other at Christmas last year, you'd not left her side. You'd seen your Mums eyeing you both up. The house had been noisy, so you'd leaned in frequently to each other to hear what the other was saying. She, as always, had smelt and looked amazing and you were completely in awe of her. No one you had met or dated ever held a torch to Alex.
The drinks had flowed and you'd got a little confident, your hand on her lower back at times and you'd flirted with her. She had reacted back, flirting with you too, and left you blushing at her words.
"It's ok, I knew you'd call. Your Mum said you would."
"My Mum?" 
"Yeah, we speak every week. She said you would probably call about the show."
Of course she did. Her and Angie's dream was to see you two together. To be honest that was your dream too.
A boyhood dream that was still there at 24 years old.
"Ah bet she loves that. She's always adored you."
"She's the best, always felt like we had two Mums growing up didn't it?"
"It did, always used to throw the best bbqs and parties didn't they?" You replied reminiscing.
"The parties were always great, especially once we hit 14." She said, a smirk evident in her voice.
"How could I forget?" You smirked back.
There was silence on the phone then, both of you clearly remembering how you'd both fumbled around with each other. Teenagers experimenting with their best friend, how she had made you cum in your pants within minutes of her touching you. How she had let you touch her boobs over her bra when she had been rubbing herself against your erection, causing her to have her first ever orgasm.
"Well Harold, I shall wait to hear the final plans for next week. Just drop me a text."
"I will. Night Alex."
"Night H."
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You had been pacing back and forth in your dressing room that evening trying to calm your nerves. Not for the show, but because you were finally getting to see Alex again after four months. The distance was something that had been bothering you since she moved here. She came back at Christmas to see her family and that was it. She didn't get to visit more than that one time. And with you travelling all over the world for work, it wasn't easy to just hop on a flight to Australia to see her. However, you were incredibly proud of how successful she had become in her job.
When she finally appeared at the door you couldn't hide your smile and she couldn't hide hers. You held her close, that familiar smell and heart beat was comforting and needed.
You shot Jeff a glance when he interrupted you not even five minutes later saying he needed you for something. Making sure Alex would be looked after you headed off with Jeff.
Her gaze didn't falter from you for the whole show, she sang along word for word to each of your songs. You couldn't help but keep glancing in her direction and it was becoming quite obvious. You noticed quite a few of the fans looking in her direction to and it left an uneasy feeling in your stomach. You always tried to keep friends and family out of the spotlight, never confirming relationships. However, some fans did know who she was as she had come to shows with your Mum, Gemma and Angie when you had been in One Direction. Niall had asked about her once and you'd told him to back off, the teasing you endured from him about her since then was never ending.
Your frustration at Jeff grew when after the show you were ushered out to a car and to your hotel barely having a chance to say goodbye to her. Upon arriving at the hotel you noticed she had text.
"Hey Harold, loved the show. Can't wait to see you tomorrow. x"
******
Alex looked phenomenal as she sat opposite you in the restaurant. You talked about tour and about her work. The topic of your childhood came up and you laughed about all the things you used to get up to, neither of you mentioning the experimenting but you could see the amusement in her eyes. She knew she had got you thinking about it. Both of you barely acknowledged the waiter when he came by with your meals and eventually your bill. Something had definitely shifted between you during the evening.
When she invited you back to hers for a drink, you didn't hesitate to say yes. Hovering by her front door while she got her keys out, you decided that you were going to kiss her tonight, knowing that if you didn't you'd regret it.
Leaning against her kitchen counter as she got a bottle of wine out of the fridge, you admired her body. All the yoga she did made her bum perky and firm but she still maintained a healthy and curvy body. When she turned around with the wine bottle in her hand, she grabbed some glasses a smirk on her face as she made her way to you. Placing them down on the counter next to you, she looked up at you.
"Were you checking me out?" She asked, the smirk still on her face.
"I always check you out, been doing it since we were 13."
 "Well, that's honest of you." She replied, just inches from your face.
There was silence between you, both of you just looking at one another, wondering if going any further with this flirting was a good idea or not. You decided that it was worth the risk as you brought your hand up to cup her face.
"You're even more beautiful than you were back then, if that's even possible." You said in a whisper, mainly to yourself. But Alex began to blush and you decided to lean down and kiss her lips. 
Your mouth moved against hers, deepening with every second. You ran your tongue against her lower lip before taking it between your teeth. She omitted a low moan that made your cock twitch and you moaned against her mouth at the feeling. The wine was long forgotten as you kissed each other with everything you had. She ran her fingers inside the collar of your shirt, caressing the skin at the nape of your neck. Your hands fell to her bum moving her closer to you, all too soon though she was pulling her lips from yours.
"Well your kissing has improved over the years." She said breathlessly, her forehead resting against yours.
"Hey, I wasn't that bad. You never complained anyway." You replied.
She laughed a little before leaning in and kissing you again. Being careful not to knock over the wine, you lifted her up and placed her on the counter. Her dress rose up her thighs and you slotted yourself between them.  She was as close as she could be to you and yet it felt like you wanted her even closer. You shamefully made out like you were still teenagers, hands roaming everywhere before you ran your fingers up her thighs and under her dress. When your thumb reached her centre, you ran it across the front of her knickers feeling now wet she was. 
"Take me to bed." She whispered.
Not surprisingly it didn't take long to rid you both of your clothes, you didn't hide the fact that you were taking in every inch of her body as your eyes roamed her up and down.
You didn't know when you would see her again after tonight, you'd got six more months of tour and events, none of which were on Australia. So you were going to take it slow tonight and enjoy every second of it.
You'd never made love to someone before, never trusted someone enough to go bare. When Alex said she was on contraception pills, you believed her and the condom you had placed in your wallet in hope that something might happen was ignored.
Watching her face and hearing her gasp as you sank deeper inside of her was the best feeling, knowing that you were the one to make her omit those sweet sounds. When she whispered your name, you almost came, you'd waited so long to hear her say it when lying beneath you, taking you so well.
When she came, she clenched around you and you moved your hips faster and harder, hoping to prolong her high. It quickly pushed you over the edge, a low guttural moan came tumbling from your lips. Your voice deep and raspy as you cried out her name.
Alex looked amazing lying beneath you, her lips plump and her chest heaving as she tried to catch her breath. You kissed her forehead before pulling out and laying next to her. She turned her head to look at you, a wide smile on her face.
"Well, we've never done that before!" She said laughing.
"Should never have let you go to the Year Ten Prom with Jacob Stubbs." You replied.
"I knew that bothered you! He said you kept tackling him in football even though you were in the same team the week after I went out with him."
"Maybe we would've been more than friends if he hadn't asked you out."
"I only went out with him to make you jealous." She admitted.
"Alex!"
"What?! It worked didn't it?!"
"Yeah, but I wanted to ask you to go with me. Was going to ask you to be my girlfriend!"
"Were you?"
She looked shocked that you'd told her how you had been feeling at 15 years old.
"Yeah, I was." You replied as you turned on your side and snuggled up to her.
"I wish things were as simple now as when we were teenagers." She said.
"I know, I wish they were too. Do you know if you'll ever come back to live in England again?"  You asked her.
You didn't expect her to drop her new life in Australia to start something up with you. Travelling was part of your job too, but you based yourself in London and L.A. normally. When the tour ends you'll be back writing and who knows where that'll take you.
"Depends on if a role in one of the UK offices comes up." She replied, her eyes searching yours for your reaction.
"I'll wait for you." You simply said.
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