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#maybe im annoying and talkative and sensitive and stuff. but the fact thwy still somehow like me the same is really
chiisana-lion
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#dunno what caused this but ive just been getting really scared and stupidly worried lately
#sometimes i think about how i could lose someone at any moment and i might not even know
#just stuck there waiting for some kind of answer for someone who wont and cant come back
#and it really. terrifies me
#my friends are everyhing to me and i just want them all to be okay always
#and especially my best friend. if anything were to happen to him i really dont know what i'd do
#i tell him and everyone else how much i love them all the time every time i can because what if they were to disappear and leave one day
#and we didnt really leave off on a good note
#not like i think that might happen anytime soon but just. what if
#i love my friends. so much. i cant even put into words how much they mean to me and how theyve helped me get through this hell ive been
#going through these past couple of years or so
#maybe im annoying and talkative and sensitive and stuff. but the fact thwy still somehow like me the same is really
#dunno man in elementary & middle school i lived shamelessly and yet im sure that for every friend i had there was like 5 kids who hated me
#and towards high school i essentially was constantly on edge making sure i dont cause trouble for anyone because hey why should i bother
#when none of them would really see me for me. just that quiet kid who draws in the corner and doesnt particularly fit in
#the novelty of having a new kid transfer in lasted for like a month tops that time when everyone realized i was actually boring as hell
#not into celebrities dont listen to mainstream music not interested in guy talk etc etc
#i did meet a couple kids with similar interests at some point but im sure they were more casual fans and not absolutely obsessed as i am
#and i feel like my sudden energy when talking about it and running my mouth w that topic kinda put them off
#so i just. keep everything to myself
#so really finding people who actually do like me and enjoy my rambles and i can hwar then ramble in return
#and play games or talk abt our silly blorbos with is just. damn this is way more than i deserve isnt it
#and i really feel like that could all just. fall apart at some point
#and thats the last thing i want
#but honestly
#i dont mind if they grew to hate me. ill still love them nonetheless. just please dont leave me behind i cant go through that again
#might delete this later im just kind of. yeah
#sorry to anyone who reads this im kind of going through it
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