#maybe. i don't knoww that's the issue

[7-oh-ta1]

I've been having an existential crisis for the past month and the worst part is that it's the kind of thing that like, you can't sit down and talk to somebody about without feeling awkward. Vaguely, it's a thing where like, the answer you'll usually get is that "it's different for everyone" but I want to understand the other side, too and that answer is so useless. Like whats your reasoning? Explain in 4-5 sentence paragraphs, please. Not in a condescending "I'm right, so why do you think THAT?" way either I mean in like in a, if I hear it maybe I'll understand too! It's a topic with layers and I need someone on the opposite side to sit down with me and peel all of them back. It feels like... there's certain truths to all humans, except I'm human and I don't know them. I feel like I'm operating on an entirely different system and I want to understand the human way and the things that everyone else but me knows and understands on a basic level. To add to that because these truths are universal absolutely no one will sit down and discuss them; they just assume everyone knows and is operating on the same page to not talk about it. So now I, the one wanting to understand, don't even want to talk about it because I know the other person either won't take me seriously or will clam up! Not even worth it.

So anyway I'm trying to focus on old hobbies to take my mind off of it!!!!

#lindsay speaks #maybe. i don't knoww that's the issue #i feel like every little grain that i gain in understanding takes me two steps back #i don't understand humans at all 😭 #and my brain is just stuck like ''i don't understand yet :('' and won't drop it #i think it's because I'll never understand the human separation between mind & heart. like when ppl say their mind is saying one thing and #their heart is saying another I don't get that. first of all it's both your brain. your brain is responsible for your emotions. yes the sam #place your logical decisions come from. they come from the same place. so to say it's saying different things... the same thing (mind) #is presenting information and deciding what to do with it. that make sense? it's all your mind. to act like emotions don't come from your #mind is dumb. and even further on that emotions are not illogical. they actually make perfect logical sense. chemicals and hormones and #information recieved about what's happening around you it's all put together to affect your emotional state. it's not fuckin wizardry. #so why the hell does everybody act like it is? and why should i accept that when it's not true? emotions ARE logical. #if i see a dead bird on the ground i feel sad. why? because that's a sad thing. it makes sense to feel sad about it. #is that not???? a logical sequence????????? #i grrrr #can't even look to dostoevsky on this one because he was a sexist christian

[thewertsearch]

GG: i think you are projecting your own attitude on to others […] GG: rose just sent me a code for a crystal ball, shes my friend and is basically the best! […] CA: its probably a trap i wwouldnt trust her CA: she is a cunnin and treacherous sort trust me i knoww her type GG: wait do you have a thing for her too??? GG: did she reject you or something?

Annihilate him, Jade. This would be a good time to unleash that rage you've been cultivating.

CA: all of her FRAUDULENT MAGICS cannot come close to posin threat to my mastery ovver the TRUEST SCIENCES CA: an wwith my empiricists wwand i servve as the righteous hope that wwill incinerate delusion and the deluded alike

This dude's on some Methods of Rationality type shit.

I'm not sure why Eridan is on a crusade against magic. He's been insisting it was fake since his original introduction page, and it's pretty clear he has some sort of complex about it. Is there some unseen history here that we're not yet privy to?

GG: wow what are you talking about CA: so really you should be honored to inherit my old callin CA: both my armaments and my feud

To be fair to Eridan, he is accomplishing something useful here, even if it's by accident. Jade needs to get that rifle in her pen-pal's hands in order to fulfil the Endgame Bunny's time loop.

Recalling Eridan’s introduction reminds me that this is one of the most powerful riflekind weapons in existence. This should imply that top-tier weapons cost tens of millions of grist...

...but we just saw a weapon that costs much, much more.

Maybe the Proton Cannon has the same damage as the Crosshairs, but it also has an incredibly broken non-combat use.

GG: i have seen this before […] GG: i am very sure its the same rifle included with johns present […] CA: probably a cheap imitation of the original […] GG: i did not provide the weapons! GG: my penpal did […] GG: we worked on it together but he supplied the bunnys weapons GG: im pretty sure hes from the future! CA: wwhy GG: because he said hes my grandson

Really?

I suppose being raised by a Sburb veteran would explain why he uses terms like 'boonbuck' in casual speech - but almost nothing else makes sense when viewed through this lens.

If Pen-Pal is Jade's grandson, then he should be from decades in the future - presumably long after the game has ended. This doesn't sound like a problem, until you remember some of the references he made.

As much as it pains me to admit it, the Earth is probably gone for good - which means that any descendants of our Players will be raised somewhere else. Why would someone presumably raised in a completely different universe be so familiar with Earth's culture?

You could argue that he picked up his love of Earth movies from one of the surviving Earthlings, such as adult John - although that raises its own issues, because PP talks to John like he's never met him before. Maybe he died young, and passed his love of movies to PP posthumously - but as you can see, we're really having to stretch things to make this make sense.

Plus, there's an even bigger problem - namely, his 1920s 'accent'. None of the surviving Earthlings have it, and it's not like he just developed it spontaneously. If he was raised by Jade or her child, why does he talk like her grandfather would?

See, I'm still sure that PP is connected directly to Grandpa, and may well be the man himself - which means either PP is lying, or there's something more complicated going on here.

We don't know anything about Grandpa's life after he fled the Crocker household. If he was somehow raised by an adult, post-Sburb Jade, then he could consider her his grandmother, while still talking and acting like the Grandpa Harley we know. Plus, it would explain why he acts like he's from the past, but knows about the future. He already has a history of time travelling - maybe he's been doing it since he was a kid.

Similar to my old theory about Spades Slick, this one is a little too convoluted to be 100% true - but still I think there's something to this idea. Being raised by Jade would neatly explain where he got the bunny's weapons...

Ugh, I don't know! This Pen-Pal really is the biggest curveball this comic has thrown at me. I need to think it over some more.

#homestuck liveblog #full liveblog #act 5.2 #s106 #3175 #theories

[lokisprettygirl]

Loki is perfect. Gotta say that was very hot 😳. Them sleeping together is exactly what was needed to cut the tension and add the perfect amount of fluff. It's so sweet. Honestly I don't think I can ever cuddle another human being. I hate touching people but if it was loki, I'd be a koala wrapped around a tree😁. 30 woman is a good number but Loki's hot so that was expected 😏😏. And I understand that she slept with alot of men but why did she sleep with men that much older then her. I mean a 40 year age gap is too much for me. Maybe her daddy issues reflected very much their?🤔 and I'm sorry but how many times has steve raped her for her to talk so casually about it like she's talking about afternoon tea. It's very scary how she isn't bothered by it. Also Bucky is the worst!!! After steve ofcourse. I wonder tho if he hates her now because she probably acted indifferent after she found out what he was doing. Maybe his little ego was hurt or maybe he actually liked her😶😶. Or am I being weird again? Anyway, I just knoww that bitch bought Peter. Why is she trying to get her ass whooped by me. Because I will do it. I don't understand why she tries extra hard just to hurt y/n. Is it just the father manipulated thing or is there something else. Oh and why did they take Eric with them and not Loki on this trip, not that I'm complaining but isn't Bitchannah completely enamored by him🤔🤔?? I feel like the next chapter is gonna be the calm before the storm kind of thing. I'm very curious 😌.

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I mean sameeeee I feel suffocated even sleeping next to someone. But if it was loki I'd be like "Yes suffocate me daddy😂😂"

I think she was just sleeping with everyone who gave her a look, like if she noticed that a man was attracted to her and she was attracted to him even if slightly she'd fuck him.

Steve is disgusting. I think she just lays there and take it so he wouldn't hurt her :(

Bucky is also the worst, I think she didn't give him any preference once she found the truth so there's that, he hates her because he didn't even get to do her 😂

Suzzanah is stupid, she raised red flags buy thirsting publically and Rocky can't have that. You know image and all.

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#asks #🧁anon #the bodyguard