#me forgetting to add that tag disqualifies me from the percentage of human beings who possess brain cells

[billdenbrough]

i have had this blog for a little over 3wks and i have over 700 followers which is. more than i have on any other blog lmao. which either says my hyperfixation has gotten out of hand if it actually makes me competent / present on tumblr (objectively true) or the rest of y’all are down here in the pit with me fdshjgaghjs (can neither confirm nor deny)

#i like cannot stress enough how i've never had more than a few hundred followers on a blog before and how little i usually care abt tumblr #and i still think followers r arbitrary but im like. overwhelmed. & also it feels like validation which. hits me p hard this depressive ep! #like im just deeply touched that ppl think this is / i am worth following #also this is the kind of bolster i need today actually bc ive got. a meeting tonight that is... inevitably going to trigger traumatic memory #LIKE IT SOUNDS RIDICULOUS but knowing that a bunch of y'all care abt me (even just in terms of what i rb abt the clown story) is gonna give #me something to hold onto tonight and that's just. something im really fucking grateful for #anyway not to be a sappy bitch on main but i love u guys #as per usual im getting into it in the tags and theyre now longer than the post itself but! gotta maintain my cool calm collected facade #until u hit the tags fdsjkajgjka #also i rly wanted to reply to my ims today but this meeting tonight has been playing on my mind a Lot and its just been rly tough #but i promise i absolutely am going to reply im just. kinda very anxious right now ahaha #pls feel free 2 reply 2 this lmao the best part of tumblr is i feel like even if im screaming into a void... nobody leaves me there alone #beep beep jane #me forgetting to add that tag disqualifies me from the percentage of human beings who possess brain cells #x