#me when i (35m) have severe abandonment issues and give my nemesis (??m) a callsign that refers to his habit of up and leaving people behind

[lesbiradshaw]

blah blah blah something about bradley shoving a hand at jake’s chest to push him away during a moment of provoked grief and anger blah blah blah something about that connecting to the moment at the end of the film where jake taps his hand over bradley’s heart right after he’s saved his life and they’ve taken the first steps towards peace with each other

#me when i (35m) have severe abandonment issues and give my nemesis (??m) a callsign that refers to his habit of up and leaving people behind #i have like. an essay in my notes app about their possible exes to lovers dynamic and why they would have broken up the first go round #and i will not stand for everyone just blaming bradley like Yes he pushes people away and lashes out but lbr… #jake is abrasive ON PURPOSE when hes trying to make a point so even if he is being pushed away. hes just gonna push back #and that is quite literally represented in their fight scene where he may not physically shove bradley back #but he doesnt back down either (ie: continuing to claim bradley cant fly the mission aka his initial point under the goading ab goose&mav) #i want to study these two under a microscope they are so interesting to me… #that moment when you a person w abandonment issues come across a person w commitment issues & discuss how to best maximize ur joint slay #sereshaw #hangster #no one jump me for talking to myself in the tags its what i do best