#me writing this while watching funny youchewbe vidoes

[pawbeanies]

sniffs. what's the point of living if i will never be a spoiled sheltered little prince who was just knocked to the ground by his more experienced instructor and is now struggling with the fact that the idea of being pinned down by another man sends his heart racing. what's the point if i don't spend sleepless nights yearning for the touch of a man i can never be with due to my status. what's the POINT if his name doesn't fall from my lips as i try to sate myself by my own hand only to realize it's not enough. sniffs . the world is unfair

#oh to have my sword knocked out of my hands and my feet swept out from under me... blade at my throat as he orders me to Yield #me writing this while watching funny youchewbe vidoes #i just realized i dont have a focking. writing tag. whatever #i dont even know if this makes like real sense . crawls away #but like its been in my fuck ing brain and wont get out so whateva