#me: i have known self isolation and rage to a degree of outright self destruction. i have seethed with the anger to bite and scream

[princeanxious]

Weak for a character with a tough and scary ass exterior and vaguely soft interior reserved for only like 2 people that will ever exist to them because I lived my life as that character and now ruminate in my own redemption arc that leaves people never guessing that I could even act so angry and scary with my extremely subdued and soft exterior.

I know for myself that change is possible for a character whose hurting and afraid of trusting the world around them, and so I hold them closer to my chest, and smile.

#luka rambles #ppl: youre so tiny and fluffy and cute and sweet- i cant really see it. #me: i have known self isolation and rage to a degree of outright self destruction. i have seethed with the anger to bite and scream #me: i have felt apathy in the face of my inevitable demise that for years was expected to be eventually self inflicted #me: i have hated the very core of my being and turned that rage inwards for so long that it destroyed me #me: the fact that i hold myself softly and cradle my damaged psyche with care is a testament to how far ive come and the strength it took #me: think of me soft and weak all you like-i will continue my work to forget the fantom self destructive rage that was once all i knew #me: would you like a hug? #luka vents #tw vent #just in case this is a lil triggering