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be-good-to-bugs · 6 months
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forever dreaming of the day i only have to work 12 hours a week at a standard job to support myself
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hai ariiiiii :3 guess whos SICK . me . im sick
ANYWAY thinking abt sugubooboo taking care of u while sick ,,,,,,,,
u kno when u get that feeling ur gonna b sick in the morning the night b4 it all hits ? i think sugu picks up on that after u blow ur nose one 2 many times n he asks if ur okay
ur not. obviously . so he heats up some nice peppermint tea, and something my mom does when im sick is take some honey, mix it w ginger powder + some other stuff thats good 4 ur throat and make me eat a spoonful of it [its gross as HELLLL i hate it but i feel a lil better afterwards] then tucks u in2 bed [later after uve fallen asleep he calls out of work for tomorrow, he REFUSES to leave u alone + sick]
the next morning ur properly Sick and suguru wakes u up w breakfast in bed, all warm foods infused with clove, mint, ginger, and sets a few packs of tissues next 2 the bed
after uve eaten he lays in bed w u 4 a bit, kissing your head and fiddling w ur hands. eventually u ask abt work, he said he called out 4 both u n him.
he trusts u 2 take a shower on ur own, but when u get out hes holding a towel and wraps u in it immediately then just hovers around u as u do ur morning routine, making sure youre okay n not abt 2 like . pass out or smthn
once ur dressed and fully cocooned in the bed once again, suguru pours out some cold medicine 4 u and hands u water once that NASTY liquid slides down ur throat. he gives u a lil candy as a palate cleanser tho, hes not mean
i think after that u just fall in and out of sleep 4 teh rest of the day until u get hungry again or need another dose of medicine. sometimes u wake up 2 suguru humming and playing w ur hair while he reads a book, sometimes he joins u and takes a nap w u. the only time u wake up alone is when its lunch or dinner n hes in the kitchen making smthn spicy 2 open ur sinuses
everytime u take a dose of medicine, he kisses you on the lips then pushes a glass of water in one hand n some candy in the other. hed probably mumble 'good job' or smthn like that in2 the top of ur head as he cuddles u while ur trying 2 get the taste out of ur mouth
he does NOT care if u sneeze n get snot all over him, puke on him if u have a stomach bug, cough in his face, or r generally disheveled. u could never disgust him.
if its sunny out, hell offer 2 take u outside just 4 a lil bit. if u dont think u can walk hes gonna pick u up. no complaining u NEED that sun, hell argue while sliding the patio door open
youll sit out 4 a bit, soaking up the sunshine then when u want 2 go back 2 bed hell carry u back and gently tuck u in2 bed
if ur 2 weak 2 even blow ur nose, hes holding the tissue 2 ur nose n waiting 4 u 2 blow. the chapstick might b all the way across the room n ur savior ends up being suguru and his long legs. the temp in the house is 2 hot? hes turning the a/c down and all the fans r coming 2 ur room bcuz he knows how slow the heating n cooling takes 2 change.
also everytime he walks in2 the room, hes asking how r u? do u need anything? does anything hurt too much? and he probably has smthn 4 u 2 do so ur not on ur phone all day [guess . guess who was on their phone all day . ME]
at the very end of the day, hes got u curled up in his lap on the bed, INCREDIBLY comfortable, and theres some movie on the tv in the bedroom. like juno or some other feel good indie movie. sugurus just kissing u everywhere on ur face and clutching u tight 2 him because u got super clingy after he had 2 run out 4 last minute groceries. since its past dinner time, he gives u lil candied ginger pieces 2 help w ur throat n other snacks 2 go w the movie.
eventually u fall asleep in his arms in the middle of the movie, smothered in warmth on all sides.
OKAY . WOW . moving on, HOW WAS UR DAY ARI ??? tell me abt that book ur reading rn !! u seem very enthusiastic abt it, id luv 2 know y ^_^ ! [personally my day was . ouchie . and ive got a book abt decolonialism checked out from the library rn :3]
ASHLEY !!!!!!!!! i’m answering this kinda late i hope your cold is gone by now 😔😔😔
BUT . GODDDDDDDDDD ARE YOU OUT TO KILL ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭 BE HONEST . how did you know sugu sickfics are my greatest weakness………… (i actually have . a whole fic just like this that i wrote a year ago or so 😭😭 YOU MADE ME WANNA GO BACK N READ IT HHHH this is very bad for my weak suguloving heart….) I’M JUST. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAYY. you keep serving me meals on a silver platter n i’m just?!?!! eating gratefully …. thank you……
NO BC YOU’RE SOOOOO RIGHT YOU’RE SO OBJECTIVELY CORRECT :((((((( HE’S. THE SWEETEST. the best bf around !!!!!! he’s so good at caring for you when you’re sick…. sniffle……. AND OFCCCC HE’D PICK UP ON IT INSTANTLY TOO. his sixth sense is so crazy accurate when it comes to his baby </33333 and wahhh him making you tea and tucking you in and calling in sick for you 🥺🥺🥺 he just wants you to feel better……
WAKING YOU UP . W BREAKFAST IN BED. WHAT IF I CRYYYYY THIS CONCEPT IS SO DEAR TO MY HEART ASHLEY ….. and him just. hovering around you. i feel like he would stand outside the bathroom while you shower just in case you were to fall over or smth…….. he’s so caring :(((( and wrapping you up in a towel…… cocooning you into bed. sniffle. i need him to baby me sooooo bad it’s not a want it’s a need …… he rlly would stay by your side the Whole time………… cooks for you and tends to you and makes sure you’re okay . he’s so good. i feel like he kind of really loves it too….. he doesn’t love that you’re sick BUT . he loves being allowed to take care of you :’3 loves making you feel better.
ALSOOO him kissing you and praising you whenever you take your medicine T_T oughhhhhhhh one kiss on the forehead + ”good girl/boy” from him and i would be OUT like a light. collapsed. fainted. he would be so good at coaxing you into taking it ……… ANDDDDD the part abt you never disgusting him. SO true. you could never ever disgust him he just wants you to be okay…….. forcing you out into the sunlight………… asking if you need anything……………. making sure you aren’t bored…………………. ohhhhh he’s 2 perfect we need to put him down.
sugurus just kissing u everywhere on ur face and clutching u tight 2 him because u got super clingy after he had 2 run out 4 last minute groceries.
AND THEN . YOU TOP IT OFF WITH THIS. ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️ THIS MADE ME MELT….. i’m so…………. i have so many thoughts abt this. sugu would LOVE a clingy s/o but i keep specifically thinking of him w an s/o who’s shy w physical affection.,,,, and how he’d react when they get sick and suddenly get all cuddly . 🥺 he would love it so much. kisses you all over and holds you soooo tight and he’s just!!!!! so enamored!!!!!!!!! you’re like a lil koala. he loves you. sob.
WAHHHHH THANK YOU FOR THE ABSOLUTE MEAL MY BELOVED i’m not exaggerating btw this is gonna feed my sugu thoughts for weeks to come…… AND MY DAY WAS GOOD!!!! i’m sorry to hear your day was ouchie </3 i hope it’s all better now!!! pls make sure to rest and eat properly <33 it’s what sugu would want for you!!!!!
AND . THE BOOK. YES. it’s called giovanni’s room by james baldwin and it’s sooooo <33333 yeah. it’s so good. i LOVE baldwin’s prose so much??????? and the story is just . AUGH. i’m still not finished but i’m so obsessed. it’s basically abt a closeted guy in like … the 1800s-1900s? who goes on vacation in paris while his girlfriend is in spain. and he meets this rlly mysterious charming italan barman called giovanni……….. the book is abt their relationship + their own experiences w homosexuality + their tragic ending (it’s revealed at the very beginning of the book that giovanni will meet his end by the guillotine)…..
so it’s just . yeah. it’s such a gorgeous book :’3 and just so . idk. raw? visceral?? i love giovanni a lot. and more than anything i loves james baldwin <333 i’m planning to buy another of his books too!!!! it’s called tell me how long the train’s been gone :3 I RLLY RECOMMEND BOTH OF THEM!!! i hope the book you just got ends up being good too <33
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aroacenita · 3 years
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What's Yasha's relationship with Stu? Are there any issues, or do they get along well?
Also, any other friends around the park for her? :0
*Inhales*
HOOOOO BOYYYYYYYY
Welp, to better understand Stu's and Yasha's relationship, you first need to know why Yasha was created.
Basically, Yasha was made to entretain kids, just like an actual clown would. Give them ballons, direct them to places to buy candy, maybe even play with them if she had the time.
But that wasn't all of course. What her creators had in mind was "A bot that could sense human emotion so strongly, it would feel it almost as if it was hers".
And, as sinister as this sounds, it was actually so she could take care of kids better. A kid was crying? Well then he was sad. She would give them a balloon to cheer him up. Are they still sad? Ask their name, and then about their parents. Are they lost? They are? Then direct them to the nearest Starr Park employee so they can find their parents and be happy again.
Is a kid angry? Offer them candy. Still angry? Try to look for their supervisor. You can't find them? Well, is the kid just a bit huffy? Stay with them while you call an employee. Are they getting agressive?
Leave
Call an employee and leave
Is the kid scared? Proceed as if she was sad. Ask them why they are scared. Is it beacause of the loud sounds? Are they lost?
...
Is it beacause of an adult?
...
Yes?
...
Activate the attack mode
Is the kid happy?
Keep doing whatever you were doing before!
All of this of course, was what Yasha felt like she would do if she was in that situation
Beacause, well, she was.
But you see, as strongly as kids emotions could be, more often than not, simple logic (Her programming) could lead her to rationalize those feelings, so she would always act accordingly.
Ah, but as happy as she was at her circus job, Yasha soon became very popular
As in, very very popular
As in, some people started to go to the park's circus only for her. Kids were mesmarized with how fun, but at the same time servicing Yasha was. And the adults were amazed (And kinda relived) at how well she could sense what exactly the little ones needed
And of course, when the headmasters saw this...
Well they couldn't miss out on the opportunity, now could they?
And so, Yasha became an official brawler. They decided to put her with Stu, the other bot that partially worked at the circus. They kind of already knew eachother, had worked flawlessly together when it came to entretaining the audience, and where extremely loved by the general audience!
They were a perfect match!
...
Or so it seemed...
...
You see, Yasha was (And excuse the repetition), made to deal with kids. Kids whose emotions were often times simple. Simple to understand, simple to clear out, simple to fix
But, no one ever really prepared Yasha for more...
How to say this...
Adult, emotions
Beacause, when for the first time, Yasha was alone with Stu, when she looked at him in the eye as he greeted her and wellcomed her into the team, when his hand tightly gripped hers...
She could only describe it as a waterfall
A strong, persistent waterfall that seemed to be trying it's hardest to drown Stu. It was loud, so loud, and so so frightening. Yasha had never seen anything like that. She had seen how a little rain cloud grew on some kids head when they were especially sad. She had seen drizzles, hail, and even storms. But that? Never. Never on her 4 years of working at the park. And it was horrifying
Needless to say, Yasha became very anxious around Stu the next weeks. Just... Getting near him was too much. So much... Sadness. And she couldn't tell where it came from! And why? Stu wasn't missing! Stu didn't need his parents! Stu could buy his own candy and balloons, he could go wherever he wanted. He didn't need to call an employee, he was an employee!
But... As time went on, as they got to spend more time alone, as they visited the Junker Garage together, as their preformances became more frecuent and more... United, this, almost irrational, fear was replaced with concern.
Why? What was so wrong that candy or playing tag couldn't fix? What was that waterfall? And why did it never stop?
And...
Was it her, or had it grown...
Smaller...
Yeah, that was right. After Yasha started to actually get along with him, the waterfall had shrinked. It wasn't immediatly of course, it had taken a lot, or at least a lot for the minuscule change it had made.
But, Yasha thinks that what made it start that was that day.
Well, that night. It was right after one of his "Demolition" shows. As usual, he came severely injured. It wasn't as bad as the time he straight up camecut in half, but it was bad nontheless.
Yasha was just helping him patch up, as he mumbled about how it was nothing, and how he was used to it anyways, she shouldn't even have to worry about it-
"But why?"
Stu stopped dead on his tracks.
"Wh- why what k-k-id? "
"Why do you... Keep doing that. Breaking yourself"
"Be-be-because it's my j-ob! And it makes th- me h-h-appy!
"But...
It doesn't... "
"What?"
"You... You get sad when you do it. When they call you to tell you the stage is ready... You fall down. You eye turns blue"
"And then... When you're one the middle of the air... You get happy. When you are about to land, and I think that you will make it... You light up yellow"
But then you fall
And the crowd laughs and cheers. And they get happy. They light up. They get warm
But you...
You just...
Get the rain again.
Stu couldn't exactly... Respond to that. He wanted to refute her, to tell her she was wrong. Failing made him happy. Blowing up made him happy. Seeing the crowd laugh and cheer made him happy! If they were happy he was happy!
Right?
It was then, just then, that Yasha finally understood what he needed now.
A hug! A hug! She could give him that!
And so, she jumped and streched Stu in between her arms, resting his head on her shoulders. And oh, oh sweet, he was lighting up! He-
Wait no
He wasn't lighting up. He was... Leaking the water. It was spilling from his speakers and his hands, that now were tightly gripping her small body. Waves and waves of water were escaping his body.
And, as terrifying as it looked.
Somehow, she knew that... It was good
And that, she was helping. Finally, she helped him! He wasn't fixed yet, obiously, he still had water, but it was something!
And so, she made a promise to herself.
She was going to take him away from that waterfall. She had to. So he could be truly happy again.
So basically she can sense her has depression, and at first she couldn't (And still can't tell) how the fuck she was supposed to help him. But now she knows she did something, so theres no stopping her from "Fixing" him. That how she was programmed after all
Man, I need to write a one-shot for these two :p
To get more lighthearted, Stu sees her as a little sister. As someone he needs to protect and care for, even if Yasha is just as powerfull as him.
And someone he doesn't need to, say, impress as well. Not that he doesn't put on his person with her, it's just a lot more laxed. No bragging, no minimizing his physicall pain, nothing. A bit like with Pam and/or Nani, but... More personal, since Yasha clearly doesn't enjoy his little stunts, and, the junkers clearly do
Also this fixing thing might end up horribly for these two, so, thats great.
About the rest of the park... Well, she naturally gets along with all the other kids, but her favourite is Jessie. Shes just... Fun! But not wild like teh littlefoot sibilings, or "Mean" like Penny. She is just genuienly cheerfull and passionate, or, how Yasha describes her, "Warm"
Of course, she does play from time to time with the other kids, but, the wierd sadness that Leon and Nita hide, Penny's mess of anger and happines, and that fear on Sandy are just... Off putting at times.
Of course she tried to flx them too, but now she suspects just like with Stu, it would take a long while to fix their feelings. But they had their parents anyways, so they could probably arrange it for her.
Or so she hoped
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stone-man-warrior · 5 years
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November 15, 2018: 5:35 pm:
November 15, 2018: 5:56 pm:<br><br>Dead Mother-Fuckers at the Grants Pass Wal... StoneMan .Warrior - 2018-11-15 18:35:58-0800 - Updated: 2018-11-15 18:35:58-0800
November 15, 2018: 5:56 pm: Dead Mother-Fuckers at the Grants Pass Wal-Mart just a half hour ago. Terrorist soldiers died at the Wal-Mart when their Nitrous Oxide/Versed airborne gas tanks were ignited. They launched in the suspended ceiling and disappeared in there at the checkout and came out by the Pharmacy area. One of the dead terrorists was a General who plays the role of store manager. All of the checkers that work the check-stands have the rank of Lieutenant, and all of the shoppers at the Wal-Mart in Dystopian Socio-terrific Grants Pass Oregon are soldiers, I don't know what there ranks are, but they are lower in rank than Lieutenant. I think the impostor shoppers use the rank of "Fogger", there primary job is to follow American shoppers around the store, communicate to other Foggers the location of American Citizens who came into the store to shop, and to "fog" the isles where the American Victims are shopping inside the store. There are also "Exterminators" who attack the vistins with a needle filled with euthanisation drug from the "Pet IQ" store that was put into the Wal-Mart this past summer. There are "Cart Drivers" and "Finishers". The cart drivers usually wear yellow Wal-Mart vests, and the "Finishers are dressed in regular street clothes for quick exit and blending into the crowd. I think that those titles are actually used as military rank among these unconventional army soldiers. The General who launched into the ceiling was a female, about sixty yers old, long grey hair, and very petite. She was also fogging at the check-stand to "ripen" me for the kill. Fight terrorism with a Bic Lighter! All you have to do is bring a lighter, and use it periodically as you shop in each isle of the store. When you encounter a group of people huddled closely together, light the lighter and go the opposite direction. The foggers group themselves up together in the isle where the American Victims are, they release Nitrous gas as a group, while pretending to be friends who happened to meet inside the store and engage in conversion among themselves while pretending to be friends with one another..It ids not difficult to know that the conversations are phony. If you listen to these kinds of conversations, it is not difficult to figure out that the people are actually talking about where inside the store that they are at, and that they "Got One!". "Got One" is an announcement made over the electronic communication that these terrorists use among themselves while killing American Citizens inside the store. LIGHT THEM UP! Other terrorists also launched inside the store, and the entire army of terrorists there are extremely mad at me personally. I have killed more terrorists there than I am willing to say, and if I did, no one would believe the number anyway. The number I use is 5. The Fifth amendment to the Constitution of the USA is designed as a means to protect Americans who have to protect against conditions of war, at a time when the nations leaders are not aware of the war yet, or, are not addressing the fact that warfare is happening. 5th! At the checkstand, number thirteen I think today, the checkout Lieutenant had been informed of some information and then questioned me about it. She asked me, or told me in a question form "You killed Lorena?". Someone else said "Chapman is dead, he ran her through". I lit my lighter repeatedly after that. and said "If Lorena Chapman is dead, than the people of the entire world are far safer now, you have no idea!". So, today before I went to the store for food, there was an intruder inside my home. The intruder was dressed in a disguise and the disguise was a ball. A terrorist wearing a bright blue costume that appeared as a ball, a big, giant size ball. I don't remember fighting the terrorist, I only remember seeing the giant ball. Also today, the terrorist at 445 "MyStreet" by the name of Steve Bell, assaciated with the US Postal Service and also with a cell at Arby's restaurant, clearly has been replaced with a look alike terrorist who was at the home of Steve Bell today with a small child, presumably a kidnapped child, with red hair. They specialize in kidnapped red headed girls between the age of five and eight years old at the Steve Bell Terrorist cell at 445. The replacement Steve is a man who works in the electronics department at the Fred Meyer Department store. All of this happened. These reports on this page going back four years or more are all true. There is no way to get help. These reports are here as a means to try to get some help. No one will help. Please call the US Department of Defense and direct them to this page. It's important.
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StoneMan .Warrior - 2018-11-15 20:14:37-0800
November 15, 2018: 7:55 pm: There is a realty that needs to be understood by those who would do National Security work. It's a realty that has been covered or otherwise hidden in such a way as to make fools out of those who do National Security work. It is not my intention to make any one feel foolish, however, those who do National Security work have been fooled on a scale that is so large, it cannot be seen. Like standing on a spec of dust in the Himalayas while looking for Mount Everest, the reality is too large to see. National Security people need to understand the enormity of what has happened while they were being fooled. The people responsible for making fools of National Security persons are easy to find. Almost everyone on Earth can see them everyday. Even if we do not want to see them, they are there, right in front of our faces, entertaining us as they take the entire USA, and in fact, the entire planet Earth and all of it;s people. Reality: It is that big. It is that blatant. It is standing, sitting, singing, laughing, telling jokes, doing News broadcasts, playing musical instruments and lulling everyone into a trance of entertained bliss as they torture the children of the world. My children. Your children. The Screen Actors Guild. That is the reality. The enormity is different. The enormity is the result of nearly fifty years of being fooled. The reality and enormity is such that the entire state of California, Oregon, Arizona, Montana, Wyoming, Nevada, New Mexico... and more... all of that, and I mean all of the people who once lived in those states... they have all been killed and replaced with impostors. Until National Security people are willing to arrive in reality, stay there, and stop being fooled, the USA is doomed to fail. The time is approaching quickly. We have until January 2020, after that, no more USA, and whats worse, no more Freedom. In the absence of Freedom, there will be captivity. The terrorists are the Screen Actor Guild in all of the ways teh Screen Actor Guild exists. From the actors, entertainers and musicians, all the way to the engineers who do the sound and video magic, to the set designers, make-up people, and the most dangerous of them all are the screen writers. Even the people who sweep the floor after the rock concert and those who go get the coffee for the cast and crew... everyone of them are Screen Actor Guild and they have been making fools of National Security people for five decades. The people can be all found in two locations. The Rolodex of Jay Leno, and the Rolodex of David Letterman. That is how you can find them, and you don't not need the physical Rolodex, you just have to think about it.
StoneMan .Warrior - 2018-11-15 20:55:01-0800
November 15, 2018: 8:30 pm: True story: 1997. I received a phone call. A family member had died. I was told there was a service, and the location of the service was provided. I had to drive a long way, through three states to get there. I took my daughter along with me. Upon reaching the bottom of the Tehachapi mountains of Highway 58 near Edwards Air Force base in the California Desert, I stopped for fuel and to rest after a long driving session. It was dawn. The gas station attendant was terrified. He asked me from where I had come from. I told him. He told me a bunch if things that I did not comprehend. The man was truly terrified and trying to explain things to me. There is a railroad track there by that gas station at the bottom of highway 58, it runs along the base of those mountains there and includes the area of Valencia, Palmdale, and Saugas along it's path. A train was coming by while this man was trying desperately to get me to understand something that I could not understand. He was speaking English clearly, I could understand his words, not the idea he was conveying. The urgency was clear to me. The train approached. The man at that gas station told me ti go look at the train as it went by. It was right there across the street and within walking distance so I did what he asked of me. I went over there. The train went by, and it was a freight train with endless cars that can hold aggregate material. The freight train with endless aggregate cars was filled with people. They were screaming, moaning yelling... names, numbers, places, Valencia! I heard. Saugus! I heard. and names. Phone Numbers and cries for help were coming from that train. There were others in off road vehicles with spotlights. It was just getting daylight at the time. The ones with the vehicles were riding alongside of the train. There was another vehicle on the train tracks, a small utility railcar like a dump truck on the train track. That extra railcar was stopping along the way, the men were picking up the people that had fallen out of the train with the aggregate cars. I understood. I went back to my car at the gas station and my daughter was gone. I looked for her everywhere around there and heard her yell for me. She was inside of a big rig truck and the truck was leaving. I got my daughter back from that truck. We continued on our way to the funeral service for my deceased family member. On the way back, we had to go the same way we came. It was weird. I stopped at a rest stop at the bottom of highway 58 to stretch out and use a restroom. As i began to walk towards the restroom, two cars went near mine. My Daughter was sleeping in there. I went back car and those people left. I tried to walk towards the restroom again, and those people approached my car again. I did not use the restroom facilities and chose to just do things without the restroom. We got back onto the highway and those people were right behind us. They tried to make me crash. I made them crash instead. In 1997, it was very difficult to get from one state to another without being killed.
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