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i couldn't even look at tumblr until it was over bc i would have cried all over the place seeing it go down in real time

#meowl.txt #pens lb

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i love work being made a hostile environment for me & also triggering ptsd from specific trauma i got in middle school

#meowl.txt #u will not break me like i have weathered much worse but also i am a creature of spite

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my coworkers liked my earrings today which was a huge confidence boost & i think im gonna start introducing a lil bit of makeup into my routine considering how much ive managed to collect

#im going to hopefully get my hair cut when i get paid but im keeping the length bc it actually makes me feel good #ive been thinking of doing a mullet type style which i know is so cliche but i really like them 🥴 #think im also gonna try bleaching my hair afterwards with the conditioning bleach kit i have tho that kind of scares me lol #meowl.txt

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almost 200 pages into clown in a cornfield & lord but the teenagers are so damn obnoxious

#i need that clown to start appearing a little more now that he's finally showed up #meowl.txt

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i hate asking, but i really need help :(( my check hasn't been deposited yet and idk if it's going to deposit today since yesterday was a holiday so i have no money to buy food today, but i need to prep for my colonoscopy tomorrow. i have to have a liquid diet today and i have nothing in the house for that. if i could get $60, that would be enough to cover for me until i hopefully get my check this week. thank you! i love y'all ❤️

ppal: 087710

vmo: lo8771

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a dinner of pierogis & popcorn cauliflower.... two things i have never tried before

#this cauliflower really smells like a fart tbh like i opened the oven & it should have had a stinky squiggle the way it puffed up in my face #i decided i wanted to try more foods for new years so im starting early #this might be texture hell idk we will see #meowl.txt

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i want fruit so bad rn like i can almost taste it that's how bad im craving it

#idk why but i literally just want to eat a whole bunch of bananas or grapes #im desperate for it 😭 #meowl.txt

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i have a compression glove now & my hand feels better while wearing it, but it still hurts & im really afraid this has advanced too far for physical therapy and im going to need surgery like the level of pain is horrible :((

#it happened rapidly too like just days after starting my new job my head began hurting really bad #its been swelling whenever i over use it but i think having to wash dishes plus sweeping & mopping (remopping multiple times) has fucked me #i cant even lay my arm over my stomach with my elbow folded bc my fingers go numb #i could barely clip busters leash on this morning my hand was hurting so bad #& every single day i wake up my hand refuses to close all the way without pain #i really think im beyond what physical therapy can help 🥲 #meowl.txt

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seriously considering buying a heated blanket bc i literally cannot regulate my body temp at night & with it getting colder outside im freezing even more than i was during the summer

#im lit wearing a sweater plus cardigan & fleece leggings & fuzzy socks & its only 50 outside rn #idk if this is whatever mysterious ailment i have but god it seems to get worse every year i get older #meowl.txt

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i fell at work today bc of my shitty ankle & busted the fuck out of my bad knee and then i hit it with a fucking chair as i was putting them back down after mopping so ummmm the pain is real

#currently have an ice pack on but i took the old man out & literally thought i was not gonna make it down the steps #absolutely horrible & i expect it to be worse tomorrow 😔 #meowl.txt

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shout out to the ppl with fat p*ssies, kotex now has pads for us

#what even is this marketing #meowl.txt

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i think ive been trying to pass a kidney stone for like four days now & literally it will not pass and i wasn't in pain at all besides when i used the bathroom, but now im feeling it and idk what the fuck to do lmfao like this is (possibly) the first kidney stone ive had trouble with so 🥴

#i was in no pain & i didn't even have pain every time i went to the bathroom but now.... #also why tf did my body decide to do this when i absolutely cannot take off work right now #i hate this lmfaooooo #meowl.txt #tmi tw #unsanitary tw

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i won't be watching the game tonight bc im tired from surgery & i have three dr appointments tomorrow so im gonna try to get to bed early since one of them is in the morning

#meowl.txt #surgery went well im not in pain besides having a headache all day after surgery #post op is tomorrow so hopefully he takes care of the most annoying part of this which is the jelly packing #feels like it's being pushed farther into my nose every time i drink #medical tw

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let me just say again: pens management is so fucking stupid. geno should have been the FIRST one signed and even if they couldn't do that, he definitely should not have come after a fucking domestic abuser. like honestly what the fuck went thru their heads that they decided keeping deshit was more important right now than signing one of the greatest players in the league? he's going to get much better offers being on the open market and i wouldn't be surprised if he takes one with how fucking badly he's been treated by the pens management. you don't do that to a player who's repeatedly been cited as a major leader in your locker rooms and who's helped pull your team to playoffs when their ass was dragging. jfc.

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i made brownies today, but substituted apple sauce for the oil and holy shit did they turn out good. the apple sauce made them really gooey & i put them in a smaller pan so they're really thick.

#meowl.txt #they're very rich but sooooo good

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im 😂 at seeing ovblechkin having his goal taken away like idc how the rest of the game went, that was too funny

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