#moot: astropheia ♪
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Hello, I am bored and my irl bestie already knows this story cus we went to the same school and shared the same class for 3 yrs straight, so imma rant to my free therapist
so u remember my high school right (flashback to the horror nun story). Now lemme tell u how this high school is elite, like always top 10 in the entire city since its formation kinda elite yk, so its really academically demanding and they care a lot about their ranking, more than they do their students mental health.
now imagine 12th grade girls on their last year of hs being given mountains of tasks and exams. Like we had papers with a minimum of 12 pages and guiding teachers who would ghost and leave us on read whenever we ask for counselling, we had practical exams where the teachers werent prepared so everytime we asked for the written criteria they have nothing to give and we end up being given more criterias near the deadline and those criterias would sometimes force us to redo half of the project, we still had daily exams and homeworks and the teachers would still have the audacity to say they're lacking things to grade like wtf, and of course we cant forget the national exams that would determine how pretty our diploma would be, that we also skydived into with 0 preparations bcus there just wasnt any time (i mean this literally, like we only had a few days after the disastrous practical exams before the per-national exams and the national exams immediately after, not a single day of break).
so imagine how it must feel after doing that paper, practical exams, final semester exam, daily exams, daily homeworks, additional exams and hws, and finally the goddamn national exam, and the school still had the audacity to say 'if we rely on ur national exam scores, ur grades will plummet so we will give u final exams. onsite so u dont cheat' LIKE MF THIS IS UR FUCKING FAULT U MADE US DO USELESS EXAMS AND ASSIGNMENTS AND WE HAD NO TIME TO STUDY OR PREPARE
so after a riot where we forced our parents to get involved (lemme say its probably the first time in their 160 yrs of existing that the parents actually went down and complained the school were being too much bcus these ppl were the same that put their daughters into this school bcus 'it's good n will make you adapted to stress n heavy workload') the school decided to cut down from 14 final exams to 4 (we have different categories here, like obligatory subject which all hs major have, major-focused subject only for the major, and cross major subject). the final exams are the major focused subjects
and these teachers looked at their girls, their tired stressed and 'idgaf anymore im doing this exam preparation what they gonna do? fail me? hah! they wont fail me since last graders graduation rate is spread nationwide and they dont wanna tarnish their precious reputation' (actual mindset here)
anyways the girls were stressed. STRESSED.
and the school taught
"these kids need blood"
so we were given blood supplements the starting morning of our final exams
did we loudly brag to any passing teacher that we didnt study and dont care if we fail? tbf most of the teachers looked done with us too. its just the antique ones that insisted we need more workload and stress
HELLO MY LOVE i am so sorry it took me so long to get to answering this, exams killed me and i truly had no time :((
yes i remember the cursed FUCKING nun that one left some nightmare 🥲
okay i am familiar with those typa schools/teachers and tbh fUCK THOSE SO HARD WHAT THE HELL DID THEY LEGIT TORTURE YOU WHAT-
babe- what the- 🤠 EXCUSE ME WHAT THE FUCCK????
good on the parents for coming down bc that is like. actually not fucking okay wtf
sorry, BLOOD???
B L O O D????
hell yeah you should loudly complain. fucking assholes wtf
fuck school. legit. like. E W
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Don't you just hate it when
Me: draws something with effort, blood, sweat, tears, the sacrifice of my sanity, first layer of skin of my index finger and thumb, and the ink of my fucking expensive markers
Professor: this composition is boring
Me: haha pencil on paper go brr
Professor: this is an interesting composition
Me:
LIKE NANI THE ACTUAL FUCK??
NO FR ART SCHOOL IS LIKE W I L D ARE Y’ALL OKAY 😭 IT SOUNDS MIND SUCKING AND LIKE A SUREPROOF WAY TO START HATING ART-
tbf if you choose to study anything you like, it’s a sure proof way to start hating it 😔
i have seen some of your art tho and it’s v v pwetty so 💖
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so yk how in ssm! tora hates his eyes because they remind him of his mom and then gave ssm! yn the therapy-on-balcony talk? Yeah, I may have referenced a lot of it for my own fic 👉👈 (sorry T_T but I just really like the idea that tora hates his own eyes bcus of him mom)
it's an aroace OC x everybody btw
I swear I didn't copy the entire balcony talk😭😭😭 just referenced a lot from it, and I swear I'll change the drafts if you're uncomfortable (since its like 4-5 chapters away from actually being posted 💀)
just asking this because I'm a respectful thief who will ask permission before stealing
babe…
THE FACT YOU LIKED SSM ENOUGH TO REFERENCE IT IN YOUR OWN WORK?? BRO THAT IS SO FLATTERING 😩😩
FEEL FREE TO TAKE WHATEVER YOU WANT FROM MY WORK (short of copying it word for word) I AM SO HONOURED- 🤧💕💕
also guys go check out their fic!
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my courses have funny abbreviations, like WAR and EAR, so my coping mechanism is creating funny group chat names whenever the lecturers give us group projects (so far, EAR piercing mental breakdown takes the win)
Good luck with your exams, my self-proclaimed bestie, my sunshine, my free therapist :3
just remember, everything can be finished if you don't fucking procrastinate :)
sincerely, someone who never not procratinate <3
ngl I FUCKING LOVE THAT please tell me what war is i’m super curious now 😭 👀
self proclaimed bestie??? SELF PROCLAIMED??? wrong. we are besties. i am asking you to move into my house. you can’t get rid of me now :)))
SUNSHINE SHVAHHSHWB STOP MAKING ME BLUSH 🥺👉👈 i may be aroace but i will catch feelings if you keep this up-
you are calling me out on my procrastination so bad- fucking mood tho😭
take care baby! 💖💖
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Bestie, art school is supposed to be fun, not mental breakdown-inducing because I can't figure out what this squiggly abomination my hands just created should represent. Atp, reading your crackfics is free therapy.
(TW?? Horror ghost etc etc)
Btw, fun fact, my high school (and middle school since they're the same) is like over 160 yrs old so there are lots of ghost stories and the popular one is how if you're a marching brass kid about to compete and have to sleep over at school (it's tradition or smth idk, I'm not part of the marching brass) and you see the ghost of a nun (it's a catholic school that has a nunnery in the building btw) chances are the marching brass will win the competition. Now imagine a drowsy 15-18 yr old girl (all-girls school) staggering to the bathroom in the middle of the night, and she stumbles on a nun in the toilet. The girl, still sleepy af, greets the nun, does her business, and heads back to the aula turned camping ground. As she was trying to sleep, the girl thought 'hold up, what the fuck is the nun doing all the way to the high school section when there is a fuckin toilet in the nunnery all the way in the chapel (which is three floors, a volleyball field, an aula, and one long ass hallway away)?' Then the girl looks up towards the door and sees the nun staring straight at her.
(Rumoured to be a true story spread into school urban legend)
On that note, yes, realizing u just called ur supervisor nun with zero sense of humour a derogatory term bcus u thought it was ur friend is traumatizing.
Hahaha I've never done that. I have no recollection of ever doing something so embarrassing and grade drop-inducing.
no bc i feel you 😭 both of my best friends went/go to art school and genuinely i admire them bc good lord i could absolutely fucking n e v e r
and hey, even if it’s squiggles, you arted! good job, genuinely! 💖
i am happy to hear my crackfics at least somewhat help! 💞💞
first of all, your highschool and middle school sound terrifying ngl 😭
also band kids are on some other level, istg, i never met a normal band kid, none of those fuckers are sane (and i love you band kids for that)
if my school had a legend like that (as fun as it is) and i saw a random nun staring at me like that when there is supposed to be no nun
i’d weep. like, deadass weep.
you’re braver than i could ever be just ATTENDING there 😭
NO BUT FR THE TWO NUNS ARE DEADASS MY LANDLORDS AND THEY’RE SUPER SWEET AND ISTG MY HEART DROPPED WHEN THAT HAPPENED BUT THE NUN WAS SUPER CHILL ABOUT IT
glad to know i’m not alone in my embarrassment
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YOU ARE SO RIGHT
Your are absolutely fucking right about school making you hate what you love because I swear I never hated drawing a fucking until anatomy class last Friday
IT LOOKED LIKE A PIG SNOUT HAD A BABY WITH A HUMAN
And there are my classmates with their fucking amazing noses and I'm like
Should I just find myself a platonic sugar daddy
Not a law kid, but I've cursed the old masters for being so fucking vague in the meaning of their arts, and the fact that research papers in google scholar are fucking locked and sci hub won't work
My law kid friend: u remember the lessons about our country's idealism and law and foundation in HS? Yeah, u take that, remove the haha-hihi part, add more stress, and that's my life rn
FELT tho i hate drawing noses always it is such a pain 😭 but fr putting doing something you usually enjoy and like and making it into a profession where you have to compete with others makes it 100000% more like to make you miserable 💀
tho i have seen your art, and it’s v beautiful so i wouldn’t be too worried bby 🤧💞
yes find yourself a platonic sugar daddy 😩 it’s every uni student’s dream ngl 😭
your law kid friend is right, law is soul sucking and horrible and makes it so you hate everything 🤡 tho bragging rights ig?
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apparently, you have a permanent taglist
and I am not aware nor am I part of it
my one and only free therapist betrayed me I--
anyways
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sign me up, bestie <3
also, if you haven't noticed, I love sending gifs, so I hope you dont find them annoying :v
I AM SO SORRY BESTIE- 😭 I THOUGHT YOU KNEW!
and yes, of course! 💖💖
i love your gifs, please continue sending them ♡
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