#ms roden brains goes bzzz

[rodentbrains]

the way sidestep ortega and chen are forever tied to each other by heartbreak mostly/especially because they cannot talk about it to each other or those who weren't there. the way that dannys feelings reflect a general truth which is that as long as they dont talk about it there will always be a wall between them and everyone else. the way they don't even get the full comfort of the quiet knowledge that at least these two other people know exactly what you went trough due to the telepathic nature of the event. the way we know the least about heartbreak from ortega's perspective who came closest to experiencing it "objectively"

#fhr #the first time i played trough seeing heartbreak trough chens mind i was CHEWING WIRES #BOOK 3 IS GOING TO ANNIHILATE ME #im just........rambling again #there is nothing profound in any of this #simple facts just spin around in my mind like a hamster wheel #having chen/ortega/step feelings tooooooniiiight #which btw is super fun with a female sidestep who is way too much like chen #because it takes the 'what the fuck is your game here' to a whole new level #oops yana has some feelings and wants ortega and chen to have each other #even though she might kill them oopsie #*sidestep voice* i am very selfless! im setting up my boyfriend with a future boyfriend so he doesnt die alone if i have to kill him! #ms roden brains goes bzzz