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#my freshman yr of high school when i mapped out my master plan to go to college & i have not stopped since
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love how i sedate myself to sleep & that’s when i’m like wow i should apply for an internship it’s bc i can’t get anxiety bc my blood pressure is low 🤩
#michelle speaks
#the thing is. i am going to have to push back going to law school until next yr most likely
#so i want 2 get an internship i can do remotely in the meantime bc i can’t afford 2 not be at home while i wait 2 go to school again
#and there is nothing i can do here that would look good on my resume
#but luckily a lot of places have remote options now so hoping i can get a good internship at least to build my resume + keep me busy lol
#as much as i hate being at home ive actually come 2 accept that this is actually probably good for me bc i was so mentally exhausted in may
#just from being overwhelmed by school/internship/law school apps that i was so burnt out
#which i think has contributed 2 me having such a depressive downslope since i graduated bc once i didn’t have anything 2 keep me going 24/7
#my brain just like totally collapsed in on itself & i just felt completely empty etc
#so honestly i think taking a gap yr and doing work and then starting law school next yr will b really good for me
#& this time i can apply immediately once apps open in sept so i should easily get in to one of my target schools hopefully
#like it sucks 2 b at home 4 a yr but like. i don’t think i could take law school in my current state :/
#although i do think if i had gotten in i would be feeling a lot more motivated rn. at the same time i don’t think i would have had
#enough time to decompress from just how hard my senior yr was for me & i probably would have had
#a breakdown by october lmfao. & that is not good in law school bc if ur in the bottom 25% they literally kick u out. so like.
#i think it’s better 4 me to start when i have strengthened myself mentally & am ready 2 do it. which i will b by next fall
#i think next fall i will be EXTREMELY ready to go for it 100%. i have honestly been going 24/7 w constant stress since
#my freshman yr of high school when i mapped out my master plan to go to college & i have not stopped since
#when i say i was so exhausted like. i did not even want to move in may. i was just so mentally burned out.
#& i have felt sick abt the idea of not going to school this fall bc like my nonna has been putting a lot of pressure on me to go
#& i understand why bc she doesn’t want me to get stuck at home & like neither do i. but there is no WAY i am not applying & going next yr
#i have never let myself take a break since i just wanted to get out of my house so badly but goddd. i cannot do it anymore. i need a break.
#and honestly i really appreciate how much she cares bc my parents don’t & that’s really hard
#& i think once she knows that i have applied again & get accepted somewhere she will be fine too lol.
#esp if i get a good internship in the meantime i think she will be happy 4 me
#anyway i found an internship that i would loooooove to get that i could do remotely doubt i will get it bc i think the deadline passed
#bc it said july 31st on handshake but the website says july 24th i can still apply though
#but anyway it’s exactly my type of work & i can do it remotely so if i get it depression hrs over 🤩
#if u read all of that…..hope it was entertaining i guess
#stan taylor from bb24 she’s my queen & i would do anything for her 🤩❤️
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