#my hometown synagogue did this pride shabbat thing and my mother wrote/read a speech about how violent and inescapable transphobia is rn

[kentuckycaverats]

i've done such a good job of forgetting everyone i knew in high school that learning that people still remember me feels like getting hit by a train. banish me from your memory what's wrong with you

#my hometown synagogue did this pride shabbat thing and my mother wrote/read a speech about how violent and inescapable transphobia is rn #someone i dont remember who still remembers me approached her afterward #and for some reason???? was like 'yea we were all really jealous of kentucky in hs' bc [nastiest teacher i ever had] loved them' #patently false. we hated each other. one of the primary reasons i have problems with authority #traumatized me so bad i didn't touch creative writing for years and i still have dreams about it sometimes. 10 years later #also. i wasnt out as trans but i was very loudly a lesbian and her homophobic ass did Not care for it #hate 2 be perceived. especially hate 2 be perceived inaccurately and from a decade ago. biting biting biting