#my ssiter snd her husband are moving in with us

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These imaginary tigers are fucking me up

#soap speaks #im oof #and i cant tell why #it is either the anxiety of money and not making enough and expenses piling up and stress #or its the autism making me so anxious because giant changes are happening in my life and i cant fucking cope #my ssiter snd her husband are moving in with us #but also hhhhhhhhhh #like this changes basically everything in my life and we are also throwing stuff out and rearranging the house #and i still havent found a therapist to discuss the complex emotions i feel because my dad fucking died #like i need therapy about it lol #especially since i feel the circumstances of my life getting fundamentally better since he died but for some reason that stresses me out?? #like we are throwing trash out and broken things out and fixing things feom years ago no that hes gone #but it still makes me feel bad? #idk im just going through it