#nd i neber even go in the staff lounge or use the trash there but i lugged 3 heavy trash bags in the hot sun to the dumpster 👍

[girlwithfish]

2day was a lot i feel like im doing my best and i hope its ok but its also just work so wjo cares. and i feel bad when i mess up or dont lnow something but im new and they put me w an even newer girl w 15 2 yr olds it was not a good dau

#they eventuwlly moved the new girl nd put a diff teacher w me #i shouldnt have gone on lunch first ig (one goes on lunch then when they get back the other coteacher goes) #cuz the new girl was having a hard time w all the kids during naptime and by the tjme i got back nearly all were awake #and she had called for help😭 #it was too crazy and everyones belongings were everywhere bc every kids things had to be taken home bc of tje lice etc #and its hard keeping track of whose is whose and bc it was water day they had an extra change of clothes to change into #after tjey play in the water so its even more like chaos etc #Idk #Nd then some parents didnt bring in their kids sheets so some kids didnt have sheets and naptime was hell bc of it + we had 3 toddlers from #the younger classroom etc who were all pretty distraught at times #anyway they moved the new girl nd put a diff teacher w me and i felt kinda bad cuz like i couldnt handle the classroom by myself ig :/ nd #i was forgetting to log some stuff in the ipad cuz it was so chaotic i was constantly busy nd #sometimes the new coworker wasnt helping much etc #soo chaotic #but i did my best and i also took out the staff lounge trash even tho i didnt have to im employee of the month #nd i neber even go in the staff lounge or use the trash there but i lugged 3 heavy trash bags in the hot sun to the dumpster 👍 #cuz i was already taking my classroom trash out lol. why am i going so hard for a j*b #but yeah. tired. exhausted even