#necessarily like either but also i won't be getting into that rn oops. uhm anyways!

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did you know i love my friends so much.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #i met 3+ people this year and i think those 3 i can already call best friends... they are all a lil bit similar to each other and to me and #my twin but we differ too in obvious ways and it's just so beautiful to me! #i like how they come from different walks of life! makes me really feel like i'm maturing and growing up even if that's something i don't #necessarily like either but also i won't be getting into that rn oops. uhm anyways! #i love them all a lot !!! #matching bracelets with my group of 4 for 6+ years now... we've been thru some rough patches but i love them so much! #rn i mostly just have problems w one but it's likely bcs she's in the next year compared to us all. early in the next year but yeah #hehehe <3 OH and also matching necklaces kinda !!! morse code ^___^ we all don't know what's written tho hehe #but yeah matching bracelets w our names ... mwa. love them sm #the other friend met early this year! it was my first experience meeting someone so similar to me and my twin so it meant a lot #i think i'm comfy just being my self w them in the same way i am w my twin bcs 1. they are a guy so i don't have to act uhh in a kinda #way i have to do w one of the friends in my group of 4? not that i'm faking that but it's more freeing! so yeah. we already talked about #our world beliefs and philosophies early in our meeting so that was weirdly uh. central to how we're just comfy #they're a bit diff to me and i can tell in what ways and i kinda don't see eye-to-eye on some topics but i kinda like that i'm trying to be #mature about that! like w adult relationships that i examine but oops won't get into that rn #the other friend!! differs from the other two in that they're the only one who has priorly played ffxiv even if one did character #customization a long time ago and we got em into playing. n the other is about to soon hopefully but otherwise hm i forgot prior to that #THOUGH THOSE TWO. may not have been into ffxiv but DRAKENIER! and those two knew gbf for a while but apparently it was ultimately me/twin #who got em into it finally as far as i'm concerned!! the other is interested too hehe so that all means a lot to me!! #i think it's really funny that. me and lune w em. it's all just a group of 3 EHWHDKJS. altho 2 do know each other #and tbh thx to twt they all might know each other to some extent bcs of my interactions :O ? hmm. just a tad bit tho! #yeah and so the last one... i can see how similar we are but also how we differ and it is very interesting !!! #fun fact the three all like stuff similar to milgram ig ?? two actually do but the other doesnt but hopefully soon but they do like deco*27 #yeah ...... !! so anyways yeah it's rlly nice w the last one too bcs it feels like i can really talk to em abt stuff? #i dont really do so often yet but i'd def be comfy w doing so i think. NOT THAT I AM NOT W THE OTHER TWO but it's a lil more ?? !! #i lov that all my closest friends though are into music and video games!! the way that it is differs for us all and that is beautiful tbh #OH. right. i almost forgot i am so sorry #the 4th person i didnt reallt meet this year but we did got closer this year. !!! from xiv #from all of em i actually reallt did just meet them by yk. in game! no similarities were known and it was kinda nice just getting to know