#need to email fucking claires again bcos my package got lost or summat

[dullahandyke]

the fact that im the only queer member of my whole family i know is such bullshit... not to mention statistically improbable. youre telling me i have 50+ people in my extended family and not a one of them is queer? lies

#now of course this might just be me not knowing my family particularly well #but i feel like my mother would have mentioned to me by now #god i miss youth theatre. the trans-to-cis ratio was insane it was like almost 50/50 #every single trans person i know irl went to that youth theatre at some point. bananas #i need to just look at a trans person irl i think. it would fix me #alternatively i need to go somewhere and Be visibly trans #and also a binder would help but idk if i wanna open that particular can of worms yet #feels like committing #and also i still have shit in the post that i gotta wait to get here #need to email fucking claires again bcos my package got lost or summat #and also theyre like 50 euro and that feels like a lot of money #and also also they reccommend having another person there when u try them on jic which Uh Oh #only plausible option for that is me mam and thats yet another can of worms #like she already knows i have issues wearing bras bcos of my ungirl days #but yknow #yeahj