#no matter how terrible an environment it was Adam still finds himself longing throughout TRB and into DT to go HOME

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on fathers, homes, loyalties, and defectors

The Raven Boys ch 7 // Dream Thieves ch 5 // The Raven Boys ch 36 // Dream Thieves ch 5

#pynch #decladam #adamedit #ronanedit #declanedit #trcedit #Pynch #Decladam #Adam Parrish #Ronan Lynch #Declan Lynch #TRC #okay so this one is more obscure lkajfdhglkaj i might be reaching but HEAR ME OUT #the Pynch connection is obvious #being exiled from your home #no matter how terrible an environment it was Adam still finds himself longing throughout TRB and into DT to go HOME #even though it was awful and even though he chose (in the end) to leave it was still his home #that's a yearning that he and Ronan share #but i was also very struck by the forgiveness bit #before my reread i'd forgotten that Ronan says in their parking lot brawl that he will never forgive Declan #nobody specifies at that time what Declan DID but we get it later in DT ^^ he didn't fight the will #Ronan blames him for their exile - for the fact that they can't go home #and he blames Declan for hating dad #for turning his back on their father and making accusations against him #for betraying the family #the same thing that Adam knows his mother will never forgive him for now #am i making sense here???? #quote posts