#normally chronic pain keeps me from doing that or brain problems or smth. i just kept going......

[lunarharp]

long romantic baddy comic which i guess is like a retelling of some stuff from pocky’s POV idk. had a lot of fun making it :) cw character death bc yeah

#takarazuka #long post cw #idk i dont know anything here #and sorry sorry to anyone who has seen this somewhere and is sick of it idek HAHA #i have a lot of fun drawing and then get very very awkward and weird feeling when it's time to put it somewhere. Sigh #for some reason i really did spend the entirety of yesterday pretty much entirely making this. that's weird..... #normally chronic pain keeps me from doing that or brain problems or smth. i just kept going...... #even when sad takarazuka news and annoying fandom stuff distracted me i just kept going...fuelled by the need to draw silly comfort... #i hope i havent used all the year's fuel already. i want to get much better #also btw i love baddy forever I CANT STOP THINKING ABT IT AND DRAWING IT BUT.....WHYYYY #i guess its what they call a Hyperfixation...where you just cant stop your activity...i had SUCH a headache at the end and was barely eatin #anyway........gonna take it easy now........banning myself from drawing today............... #i think i improved while literally drawing this bc it looks so inconsistent in quality. Whatevers a few ppl have enjoyed it thats cool #i like just diving in by myself into pocky's comphet moral scrupulosity ocd mindscape of hell. uekumi i have so much to talk to you about #also i love how you can just draw a 'comic' despite knowing nothing abt anything with no actual panels or understanding of any basic thing #see this is why i like tags and this site. this is just my little diary-like world :) P.S. i am head over heels for tsukishiro kanato xo #ppl reblogged a version where a page was repeated. i apologise. i am a fool #baddy tag