#normally i am ok. big loud Mediterranean family. its fine

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You ever have a complete on sensory overload meltdown at the dinner table with your whole extended family and have to run and hide in the bathroom bc you're about to start screaming or am I just badly ND

#franposting #normally i am ok. big loud Mediterranean family. its fine #today i cant even eat my skin is itching and crawling #and im about to scream #i need either silence or headphones with sounds i can control #everything is itchy bad #and my baby brothers voice is going tof uckin make me kill him #idk why #other than im. yknow. unwell and coping with The World as best as i can #i feel SO stupid #but sometimes. the sensory experience is bad!!!!! i dont like it #everyone noticed and im just :))) #i tried so hard to stay put but i was about to start shrieking idk whats WRONG with me #dumb fuckin idiot is what i am #need auditory repetition and. soothing. #i HAD been listening to my jason todd playlist before dinner #but now i am. hiding. how long can i spend in here without getting reprimanded #many days i am completely normal and some days i am SENSORY ISSUE HELLSCAPE