#not like whatever 13yo-me was writing but like there's the Most Minimal block when i'm going :D

[keeps-ache]

oh brother. kinda sucks to have multiple creative interests and you can only do One but it's not the one you want to do at the moment </3

#just me hi #i want to DRAWWW #but i CANNN"TTT #ohhhhhhhhhhh woe is MEE #i can only write!!! what the funk kinda black magic is this !!! #i haven't been able to write for like 4+ months and now it's just BAM. nothing else #was suddenly inspired to start practicing and experimenting with my style and then i opened up clip and. i. i don't know where it went #it's still there but i can't DO anything with it! it's like it's held up on a pedestal and surrounded by glass and i'm a bird #but hey i've written 2000+ words bit by bit over like 3 days so that's pretty cool #Really cool how i've been able to keep up the momentum too. but i want to draw hvhsbfhsj #/MAN it's not even one of my pet projects either what the heck!! [gggggggrrrrrrrroooooooooooaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn] #i wanted to work on p1nk space and now i just Can't. this is the greatest joke known to mankind #like i tried drawing Oath and it's just not happening hbvfhsj. i Almost finished getting the pose sketched out and then !!!kaSPLATZ!!! #suddenly i cannot Stand to open clip what is thisss what is this curseeee #/but i mean like aside from being slightly :/'d from that i've been having fun writing! #i haven't written like this since i was like 13 and i'm scared i'll lose the flow soon fvshvdhs #not like whatever 13yo-me was writing but like there's the Most Minimal block when i'm going :D #and i'm reusing some old elements from another story i couldn't finish and i feel good about it !! #EXCEPT those elements actually make sense with where i know i'm going hvhsdhvjfj #not gonna say i'll ever finish it though cuz doing that makes some part of me dig in its heels and say 'NO. NEVER. this will NEVER leave #the save file!!!!!' lolll #but it's fun :D #//but yah gonna get back to it now :3 #toodles and pool noodles !!