#not that person per se but again. knowing all Ive created is essentially in vain. knowing I have to start anew.

[imreszekeres]

I really do appreciate everyones support thru this; honestly even attempting to step out a bit of the murder fandom has been absolute hell. Its all Ive known since around 2017. Not to mention the stress of knowing I have to essentially rethink every single one of my OCs. Idk man this was kinda the last thing I needed :/

#🦝.txt #i had two major panic attacks over my weekend and had to miss work yday because of this shit #not that person per se but again. knowing all Ive created is essentially in vain. knowing I have to start anew. #its really thrown me into a fucking spiral if we’re being honest #i dont think Ive touched my desktop since this happened bc I cant play the sims #(I had a J*cob sim AND other murder hobos so looking at them all rn is a little difficult…) #and I obviously havent been drawing either so #just kinda been laying in bed. rotting. crying. it fucking sucks #i feel like all these years I thought I found my place and I havent.