#not that there has been much fecentlyi haventbeen posting all too much

[keymintt]

So idk how much art there's going to be for awhile

#not that there has been much fecentlyi haventbeen posting all too much #but my mominformed me today that my parents are going tk expectme to apply to five scholarships a day #and that drawing and making art should not be a priority because it doesnt make me money #so idkhow much im gonna draw #or how this summer is going to go #im a week in and ive felt mediocre most of the time #i mean now i feel like shit #but before i felt like i wasnt being productive at all inthe first place #im not looking for pity please dont pity me im just looking for a holeto scream into #fucking christ #no i won't shut up