#nvm sometimes im like i miss that person then i remember tht she knowingly tried to trigger me when i was already on the verge of psychosis

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porque de repente extrano tanto de la toxica?

#lmfaoooo #nvm sometimes im like i miss that person then i remember tht she knowingly tried to trigger me when i was already on the verge of psychosis #like while i was trying to get sleep after being up for 54 hrs she put a recorder under my pillow & said tht she was in the bathroom hurt #& then started screaming #& when i got up a freaked out she was like 'no that never happened i think you need to go to the hospital #THEN AFTER SHE GASLIT THE SHIT OUT OF ME I FOUND THE RECORDER && THE RECORDING GENIUS #WHO FUCKING DOES THAT #see this is y i dont get involved with anyone bc everytime i do i get traumatized even more #& like but what i dont understand is why?? what was the end goal for her? like i cant wrap my brain around it. #idk i honestly think she just liked playing with me & seeing how far she could go with it ugh #even before i blocked her number i waited for 3 months for a maybe apology that i never got & probably never will get #& im learning to be okay with situations where i dont get closure from someone who hurt me #im glad im typing this out bc it really was so fucked up & i have no good reason to miss someone like that #she was never the person i thought she was so like theres noone to miss?