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#oftentimes they end up destroying the unfinished piece when that happens bc now that they've had some distance
byanyan
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byan disappears for two days but instead of emerging strung out and skittish like usual, their hands and arms are covered in paint and ink stains and they're a little distant but hungry as hell
#byan occasionally hiding away to work on a piece of art from beginning to finish to limit outside distractions
#bc they have something in their head that they desperately need to get out
#and if they lose focus at any point they'll never come back to finish it
#it's probably no surprise to hear that these pieces are usually tied to their trauma
#they get it in their head that if they get the vivid imagery out onto paper they'll be able to stop thinking about it (they won't)
#but if they take a break at any point or get distracted and stop... coming back later is hard
#oftentimes they end up destroying the unfinished piece when that happens bc now that they've had some distance
#they don't want to relive the event again just to finish it
#it's a coping mechanism they don't use often - at least not on this level
#their sketchbooks are full of pieces like this but those are smaller and less elaborate - ones they finish in hours rather than days
#sometimes certain pieces call for being bigger and more detailed... it just depends on how it looks in their mind
#just smth that's been in my head for a couple days now that I've been mulling over idk
#I think sometimes there's a little substance abuse that goes on at the same time too...
#but not to the same level as the abuse when they disappear specifically to fuck themself up
#it's more to like. make things flow and make it a little easier to sit in that memory for a prolonged period of time
#so overall still not the most healthy coping mechanism :/ but it's not their WORST so. there's that.
#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ headcanon ⋮ danger in the fabric of this thing i made.
#drug use cw
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