#okay I paused writing this post to eat some toast and put on a necktie and now I feel more alright about various things.

[dubiousdoctors]

[tv static noise] [arcade machine powering down sound] the gender...

#doing what I can only describe as a Normal amount of slimy cry-breathing about It All. Help. Fuck. #I would Like very much to be doing whatever I want forever but I'm SCARED! and it's HARD TO TALK ABOUT! #okay I paused writing this post to eat some toast and put on a necktie and now I feel more alright about various things. #tomorrow perhaps I will go to the target and take a step. also I need to go there anyway because we are out of granola bars.