#okay i just sant to conplain fir s minute

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#okay i just sant to conplain fir s minute #because im tired and have low blood pressure which makes me irritable and mostly im tired #but last week i learned how to make bread. i specifically learned how to make bread for a friend #this friend had mentioned that they would love if someone baked them bread. that it would mean a lot to them #i love this friend and i love baking. so i asked their fav type of bread. brioche. and i learned to bake it. for them #so the day before we hung out i learned. i made a test loaf for myself because i wanted to make sure it was good. i thought it was #i ended up finishing their loaf at 3am when i had to wake up at 7am. so i stayed up late and got 4hours of sleep so i could bake them bread #i thought they appreciated it! i thought they enjoyed it! they said they did! it made me so happy that this time and effort wasnt wasted! #but theyre on a date with my best friend right now. i called because i thought they were done but they were together #and i knew they were going to bake bread with the recipe i used #when i called in the first thing that this friend saidwas 'we baked bread and its better than yours!' and made a couple more jabs like that #i know they were joking and im just very oversensitive rn because im so tired #but i learned to bake bread for them. put alot of effort in. and now whenever i think of making them something im going to remembr this #that they didnt appreciate it? or didnt like it? im going to second guess giving them shit because of this. whoch might be stupid #as i type this i know i sound petty and stupid #but i loved baking them bread. i loved that it made them happy. but then they made it seem like it didnt matter to them #i know this is stupid but like. it actually kind of hurt. even though i know they didnt mean it to. idk im really tired