#oughh i care them so much i NEED it to come out decently

[cerealmonster15]

ALSO when im re reading fics i wrote i explode when i notice i repeated the same phrase over and over and over again kfdlsjfklsd. why did i say a variation of "left as quickly as it came" three times in this one fic that im not even halfway through rereading.... #girl get new words

#oughghghgghghhghg #taking a break from python to transfer my fic notes from my sketchbook onto google doc in one spot and to just plan the next parts out #rereading some of my older jamiazu fics for brain assist but. skfjdsklfjks #meet me in the middle has some similar story elements that i was maybe going to borrow from #and overall i like that fic but god why do i repeat myself so much LOL AUGHHH #i also started that trey/cater fic a lil bit ago but that might take me a while to write bc #oughh i care them so much i NEED it to come out decently #anyway um. brainstorming a lil to get it out of my system then back to studying python and ougghgh applying 4 jobbies #i almost had a new portfolio piece ready #but then when my partner went to pull my changes to implement with his new code #uhhh he did some mistakes and he lost a ton of his recent work............. #so like my stuff is fine. but the code he wrote to implement that was just gonna take a few min is gone #so he has to mourn the loss of his work and then rewrite it and i dont wanna pressure him #but houghhghgh i was ready to record and upload it #actually i kinda can cheat it since im just demoing the effects #but it would probs look better with what he made specifically for it? #idk we'll see