#our mood is stable in a bipolar sense rn

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So far two therapists have asked me (the oblivious host of a system) to act and speak like one of our littles after they met her in therapy and dude hate to break it to you but idfk how to do that man... like if you want a parody I can make a silly mickey mouse voice tho but that's about it sry

#yo its sof #ours #headmates #sysblr #pluralgang #syskids #btw i dont think they realised we were plural yet #but tbh i dont remember and they uhhh just dropped #the plural bomb on us one day lmao #so dunno how long they've been suspecting us being multiple #idk if this is relatable hhhh maybe our therapy is just bad #our main diagnosis is bipolar so we dont have trauma or dissociation specialists 💀 #our mood is stable in a bipolar sense rn #but trauma and dissociation are ruining our lives #grrrrrr therapy is also hard with distrust and paranoia #little thinks she is in physical danger #levi stops me from talking to anyone about being plural #like we are all fine with ranting on tumblr #but to a therapist.... it would make denial harder #and both levi and i are kinda struggling with denial #yeah can't just throw it at levi bc im scared shitless too but for different reasons #whateverrrr