#owns a whole ass gaming windows laptop so. yeah. uhh genshin is on to grinding again so i'm sick of that. uhhh.

[astrxealis]

on a whim and in spite of my responsibilities i have started on making a whole 9 chapter self-indulgent fic for mr. grim reaper from the hit game 'a date with death'

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #haha... so quickly did i finish the game and all endings and achievements..... #started at 3 am on a school day :)) damn. #so i have a lot of thoughts and things to say but writing is tiring so i will just say. fuck me. fuck hell. fuck all. oh god. #...so i have a big thing for white-haired fictional guys w/ red hair. at the top of my head i can think of two vampires and one grim reaper! #haha. oops. #then there is an angel... a ghoul... and idk what the fuck to call him but he isn't a normal guy. #and there's more. but. i cannot recall at the moment. uh. anyway! #wowed tbh bcs this game got me my inspiration to write for myself back....... and also to write for others. and also to write in general. #even as i yet procrastinate on something i am actually required to write! two of those #actually so uhm haha rip!!!!! but it's fun at least. writing :3 #i like having a sense of dread creeping up on me bcs when i have nothing needed to do i feel empty... gotta improve that..... #idk what game to play now tho. sigh. haven't played undertale in a bit even as i am trying to finish it and idk where i left off <//3 #omori... i am just Scared..... but will finish that alongside undertale! #currently playing persona 4 golden actually but bit tiring going through my routine of having to use my dad's laptop bcs i own a macbook he #owns a whole ass gaming windows laptop so. yeah. uhh genshin is on to grinding again so i'm sick of that. uhhh. #ffxiv..!!! i am avoiding it rn for the sake of my sanity bcs i love that game too much. in a good healthy way but also it takes up #everything i have in me so i have to. prepare for it. oops. #the recent news tho... i am trying not to perceive so i don't go insane..... #oh. i could read books. but i want to make a bunch of notes and uh that is Something indeed! bcs i am currently reading classics + #nonfiction ... science or philosophical books..... and there's rereading pjo. :)) fun