#please don’t try and passive aggressively condescend to me btw

[sydnycrtn]

Today I realized he doesn’t like me like that and he never will. Just the way he spoke to me and about me indicated he doesn’t see me as anything more than a kid, a friend, a girl.

I should’ve known. It wouldn’t have hurt as much, knowing I’ve misread every single sign and signal. Knowing I’ve been a fool with zero chance this whole time. Well, I think I did know, but it’s just easier to ignore and dismiss the truth than to admit it and give up. I didn’t want to give up. To give up him.

Yet even after all of this, I still like him. Begrudgingly, unwilling, achingly. And it’ll be hell getting over him.

#wikihow tell me how to get over a crush #it’s hard when he’s like all I think about #I’m such a hopeless fool #but I can’t help how I feel so it’s not my fault I’m trying so hard to get over him #I don’t want this pain #it’s just inflicted on me by my own mind #please don’t try and passive aggressively condescend to me btw #I get it trust me #I get I shouldn’t have fallen for a dude like him I’m the first place but haha! I can’t control who I like! #I really can’t #so don’t try and guilt trip me #plenty already have tried #j&l