#plus one of the courses i registered for is a cyber security course which seems pretty interesting

[ceykore]

i need to get back on my grind

#bit of a personal rant coming in the tags btw #but i’ve been so lazy this summer and i lowkey hate it #i really want to go back to the gym and start working out more #but i don’t live in the same place i did a year or so ago and i don’t really have much personal space #i really want to get back into the swing of learning chinese and being on duolingo but i feel like i don’t have the space to learn it #i also really really need to figure out which colleges and scholarships i’m applying for because ooo boi if i don’t i’m in trouble #and then i also need to contact the community college i’m getting credits with to make sure my schedule is okay because i think they only #have me signed up for one course when i registered for 3 #the other two would help me get an IT certificate which could come in handy #plus one of the courses i registered for is a cyber security course which seems pretty interesting #and i also need to get my hair done.. i want to do cornrows but cornrows are hard to do on your own and i don’t want my mom to help me out #bc she doesn’t do cornrows the way i like it and i don’t want to pay a ridiculous amount of money to get my hair done so i’m gonna have to #spend a hot minute learning and doing my hair #but i really want red hair again.. it was such a vibe last time #OH and it would go well with my pnk merch #speaking of which.. i’m gonna be so upset once the school year kicks off bc i won’t be able to watch pnk in the morning ;-; #i’ll be at school and school wifi sucks and i’m not trying to accidentally bust my ass and laugh in front of 2-3 dozen ppl #and i also have to start saving a fuck ton just in case i don’t get scholarships that help me significantly #i’m actuall gonna have to bust my ass this year making sure i get scholarships rather than getting into college #also i need to start practicing for the ACT bc that’s the test i’m going with since i was able to take it for free at school and got a 23 #i wanna try to get close to a 30 or above if i can and i think i can i just need to be in the right headspace #but i keep on telling myself that and the right headspace hasn’t come along just yet and i worry that it just won’t #also this summer feels like it’s almost over and i’m working these next three weeks and there’s stuff i wanna do with my friends like go on #car trips with the windows rolled down and blasting music as we drive through the city and drink slushees and share a bag of hot cheetos #i wanna have a picnic with my friend and we wear nice clothing and eat pastries and make earrings and play minecraft #god i love my best friend.. she’s so cool and sweet and funny and i love her #she’s got a generic name but i’m still not gonna use it tho for her privacy #but she’s thinking about dying her hair a pink/rose color and i think that would be super cool on her #she’s really cute and amazing and sweet and i are so much about her!! #THE MAX IS 30 TAGS ?!?? I STILL HAVE MORE TO SAY WTF