#pondering malevolent pod

[the-acer-scientist]

john doe is such a jealous bitch. how dare his boyfriend talk to oscar for one (1) car ride. time to drive around in circles for an hour while Arthur's eyes sulk. on that note. why is the blind guy driving.

#malevolent pod #pondering malevolent pod #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #malev 37

[the-acer-scientist]

“I am trying to become the thing I should have been a long time ago. It doesn’t come without blood, and it doesn’t come without cracked ribs and broken bones. I am CLAWING my way, stumbling in the dark, just as you are. Towards a better version of myself. I am FUCKING UP as I move there. But that doesn’t make me a monster. That makes me human.” -John Doe, Malevolent episode 19.

#HARLAN GUTHRIE #WHO LET YOU SHATTER MY HEART LIKE THAT #johns humanization arc is something so special #pondering malevolent pod #malevolent podcast #john doe malevolent #quotes that I think need to go on my wall

[the-acer-scientist]

setting a reminder for myself for when i have the time. explained the implications of lily in re john's humanization arc to my college sibling Scotty and they asked me if John's tears out of Arthur's eyes were bright gold. i will draw this as soon as i have the time, hell or high water. have i drawn anything in the last year and a half? absolutely not. will i make this my personal mission because i'm obsessed with the concept of a physical manifestation of empathy? absolutely.

they also headcanon Cain (is it kayne? i keep seeing it spelled Kayne but personally i like Cain better) as like three foot five. which. simultaneously yes and no

#malevolent podcast #pondering malevolent pod #lily malevolent #lily the moss cow #acer rambles

[the-acer-scientist]

do y’all think that Collins “The Butcher” Malevolent did his own top surgery with that piano wire

#acer rambles #malevolent shitpost #it’s one am I just woke up off my college sibling’s lap and I’m sleepyposting #said college sibling introduced me to the concept of ‘every character can be trans if you hc it’ and I’m using that power for Gender Evil #Collins voice. just. that brogue of his #it’s interacting strangely with my Hozier hyperfix #collins malevolent #I also hc him as looking very Peaky Blinders #but with Neon red natural hair hidden under that newsboy cap #pondering malevolent pod #this is not supposed to make sense to anyone #myself included

[the-acer-scientist]

I am going to smack Arthur Lester fucking senseless. <- just listened to the end of malev 25

Arthur. you dumbfuck. have you maybe considered that John having more empathy and compassion and humanity than you might not be a him problem? that maybe if the piece of the creature that was known for callousness and thinking of mortals as insignificant and is now trying to be anything but that said that he’s glad he’s not like you that that may warrant a bit of INTRO FUCKING SPECTION

WHO THE FUCK SHOT ARTHUR WITH THE GHOST BULLET AND MADE HIM A SLAUGHTER FUCKING AVATAR

wait one of KIYs things is placing earworms right? like driving people mad by placing something in their head that will just bug at them? …..is that why KIY brought up Parker when they talked? and is that why Arthur brought Parker up in 26 as reasoning? because my thought is that maybe KIY somehow burrowed into Arthur’s mind and is the reason why he’s lost so much of his humanity

oh. oh Arthur. John is right, you’re disguising your self-loathing and guilt as masochism again. martyring yourself over this won’t fix anything. suicide missions are still suicide, and John is right, she wouldn’t want that. the people that care about you don’t want that.

when did John have time to memorize poetry? and why am I crying a little? (it’s because this podcast keeps smacking me in the mental illness)

“you can’t eat everything” “I can bloody well try” good for him

HES TAKING JOHN OUT TO DINNER WHEN THEY GET HOME AWH

#pondering malevolent pod #malevolent podcast #malevolent 26 #acer rambles

[the-acer-scientist]

it's all harlan himself? it's ALL!! HARLAN!! HIMSELF!!

#i thought cain sounded kinda familiar #like i clocked him as sounding like arthur but doing an accent #and i figured maybe this was an alex-as-hopworth kind of situation for john's voice #but it's fucking ALL OF THEM #john and arthur and cain and kellin cannot all be the same va they cant be #malevolent podcast #pondering malevolent pod

[the-acer-scientist]

I adore malevolent so much- spoilers for part 17 ahead

I’m half listening to this as I’m working on homework in this boba shop and not only did I get the lovely experience of having Malevolent in one ear and Careless Whisper in the other when I took my earbud out, but I also zoned out for a little bit and went from Arthur reminiscing about Faroe to John suggesting throwing a Molotov cocktail at the Minotaur- the whiplash these two give me is unparalleled

#pondering malevolent pod #malevolent podcast #John ‘that’s not a plan that’s running’ Doe #and then they immediately decide that pouring alcohol on the eldritch monster is the right solution #finally got the Faroe lore this episode and hnnnnngh