#postponing it and its been 1.5 months and i havent started yet

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im gonna go to the gym today i think

#ive been saying that for a while #and last monday she♡ asked me if i started and i told her no and she was like its okay youll start on Monday #and the other day we were looking at the program and looking when i can go and today out of nowhere she was like its monday today #and tbh it took me a while to get what she meant but then i realized and said that i would go #and i think im gonna go to the pilates class bc going to sth with specific hours is easier than just choosing a random time to go #BUT im not sure if i can just go or if i need to tell them beforehand #so what im thinking is that ill go 30-20 minutes before the class and if they tell me that i cant go last minute ill just go tomorrow #but its so stressful. like at the beginning of October i went to the gym to ask about the prices but then i got sick and then i kept #postponing it and its been 1.5 months and i havent started yet #so i need to do it today #jo says stuff #personal ramblings