#ps theres no pressure to read love galore hahah

[tsukishumai]

Hii :") I'm kinda new to Tumblr so idk how these things work but I read a few of the confessions (and basically your entire blog) and went "cam such a sweetheart 😭😭" so yeah here's a confession HAHA

So I've been best friends with this girl from my class since like,, early last year? But this year I kinda feel like we're drifting which makes me rlly sad :( I've never actually had solid friendships my entire life and she actually made me feel like I was worth having a best friend ;-; we literally did everything together last year, and yeah I guess 1½ years of friendship isn't rlly considered THAT much, but I'm kinda sad that we're not hanging out as much nowadays.

I mean, I get that we don't HAVE to be next to each other 24/7, and that it's great we have our own friends other than each other! But to me, she's the only one I feel 100% myself with (platonically ofc HAHA). And I guess seeing her being like really really close to other people kinda makes me insecure?? Like, I can't help but think "is she ignoring me?" Or "am I too boring to be her friend?". Idk if I'm the only one facing something like that - I'm probably not - but it sure feels like it sometimes smhh

JAJWMDJC I sound so depressed I'M SORRYYY I HOPE I DIDN'T RUIN YOUR DAY

PS: I'm dying to read love galore (and it looks so damn good) but like I have so much BS going on in my life rn anjwndjjcjf I'm definitely saving it to read another time tho ;)

ANYWAY HAVE A GREAT DAY CAM, YOU'RE A SWEETHEART AND I LOVE YOUR BLOG <3 *spams heart emojis*

Hi sweet pea! welcome to this hellsite i guess lmao im sorry u ended up here :') jkjk but thank u thats so sweet of u （˶′◡‵˶）

aww love you have such a big heart!! i'm really sorry to hear that you and your friend are drifting apart :/ but i'm trying to find the kindest way to put this...

to be honest, this is just a part of life! not everybody is meant to stay in your life forever, and that's okay. as you enter different stages in your life, you'll find that not all relationships follow you, but sometimes, it's to make space for all the beautiful new ones to be made with people you haven't met yet.

of course, it's normal to grieve the loss of a connection, specially one that was so strong and deep. but just because it fades away, does it mean it wasn't special? does it negate all the memories you made and things you've shared with that person? of course not! that friendship will remain with you always, even if that person does not. and she taught you one very important thing; that you ARE worthy of being best friends with someone! and that's something you should remember always (: and you're definitely not alone, EVERYONE has gone through something like this TRUST ME.

but i think the best lesson to learn early on is how to let go. the door doesn't have to be closed, but you don't need to be waiting around by the threshold waiting for someone to come back.

it's okay to move on, to make different friends, and form those connections with other people. life is all about making bonds with others, and the bonds that only lasted for a year or so are just as important as life long bonds <3

im sorry if this didn't help but its going to be ok my love i promise!

#ps theres no pressure to read love galore hahah #anon! #confessions to shumai