#rambling now but i annoy medical professionals bc for some reason whenever Anything happens to me

[skunkes]

blood test tomorrow and i dont think theyll let someone in with me so nobody's going to hold me down, making me feel Calm and also preventing me from escaping. smile.

#talkys #IM SCAREEDDDD #ive gotten a bit used to needles after all the covid shots but idk. #the Blood Draw Location is an entirely different beast #ykwim. vaccine injections are ok bc its the shoulder its so Secure #middle of arm feels so flimsy and frail. scared #qnd its not even ever all that bad (at least vaccines bc ive only gotten blood drawn once) #but i get sooooo anxious and then the waiting and the pulling out feels so horrendous too. #like the last covid vaccine i got wasnt bad at all! but i feel it lingered too long and i wanted to jump out of my skin. #rambling now but i annoy medical professionals bc for some reason whenever Anything happens to me #(not just injections bc its happened at the ENT too) my legs always want to fly straight up into the air #(or just Straight if im sitting) #its the equivalent of tensing another part of the body to stay calm for me idk why....weird security... #but i always get yelled at LOL like sorry i dont even do it consciously....im Scared....