#restart the whole a1 course ouch that hurt like a bitch

[yanosdiary]

Ouch.

#restart the whole a1 course ouch that hurt like a bitch #today wasnt that bad?? right?? i dont know i numbed myself the whole day i was sotoned down?? #and then she implied that i was annoying so many times today my energy died so bad what #right ill just shut up more then im sorry if u want me to shut up and stop talking just say so no need to sugarcoat it?? #enzy is either rlly good or makes my ears all red she chews my ears off #ok im sorry i even toned it down on purpose today?? i talked less?? should i just not talk at all then next time? #wah eror ini wah eror itu okay fine im sorry im so useless?? what can u expect im in my last year and i have no time to properly learn #i honestly didnt care how she treated me today it didnt hurt as much as it did the first time #probably because i really prepared myself to be hurt today so i didnt feel hurt at all but i was upset when she said we have to restart #i was lowkey pissed lol thats why i said frau yang bayar