#riddle me that kakavasha.

[mymarifae]

i don't want to post here today can you guys just watch aventurine bidding farewell to his past self

#look at the child you used to be. tattered and worn but so full of love and hope for a better tomorrow #you decided your luck is a curse because it's kept you alive and you stopped valuing life when you lost your sister #you keep trying to gamble it away. and you win every bet every time #and yet... your hands shake and you secretly fear you'll lose with every new gamble #riddle me that kakavasha. #you were never as ready to give up as you convinced yourself you were #your family gave up everything... so You could live. and try as you might you never actually wanted to squander those sacrifices #set down your cards and throw away all your bargaining chips #pay no mind to the black hole at the end of everything. it's time you learned to value your life again #this world is precious. the emanator of nihility said so herself. hold her words close to your heart #and when you come out on the other side of it all... free of the IPC's chains. i hope you learn to see it all anew #my stomach hurts