#right now im just mad at myself and I need to gain eneryg again

[viirazu]

I`m angry with myself for so many reasons.

First, I let toxic people in my life. And although it`s been over a month since I don`t have any contact anymore I still think of them and miss them, even they didn´t do me good. Why am I like this? It`s not like we had a strong boundary anyway so it`s...just annoying and fucked up.

Second, the last piece I´ve worked on (Satoru) is a failure and I knew it would happen. Still I was stubborn and took the wrong decision.

My frustration is just so big I-... hhhh

#I may add things to this post later and go into detail but #right now im just mad at myself and I need to gain eneryg again #can`t even write properly #viiva la viida