#sdffgfdsf WAAAAAAH

[marciaillust]

#bimonthly visit to the bottomless void check #juggling too many balls at once #im a little jester and i can only hope god is having a good chuckle rn #sdffgfdsf WAAAAAAH #I WANT TO BE MORE EFFECTIVE BUT IM RUNNING ON FUMES #AND I CANT REST UNTIL I GET THIS DONE #BUT I CANT GET THIS DONE UNTIL I REST #BIMONTHLY CATCH 22 #and i cant even talk about it because ndas #WORK AND TCM AND SHOP AND BIRTHDAY GIFTS AND IM SUPPOSED TO MOVE ACROSS EOUROPE IN 2 WEEKS AND I STILL DONT HAVE A FLAT BUT IM LOOKING #AND THEY KEEP GETTING TAKEN FROM ME #AND I ALSO HAVE A DL EXAM NEXT WEEK #SKJHFSDFSDFKH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #i got stress pimples and i just know the moment im able to rest my body will collapse and will be out of order for a week if not longer #i keep calling this a burnout but its not burnot i just need things outside of my control TO PAUSE FOR A SECOND MMMMM #alas #these two weeks will pass #ill rest #ill be brand new #ill work on tcm #and have a new beautiful flat #life will be gorgeous